CathrynMarie

Clit Chronicles by Cathryn Marie: “Unfinished”

2011-06-28T20:37:00.001-05:00

Clit Chronicles by Cathryn Marie: “Unfinished” (literally)
Written March 2009 for a guy I was talking to & never finished or edited….

The moment he said he “didn’t care”, I knew I wanted to share the rest of the night with him. My girl friends and I were just expressing how we longed to be with a man whom we could be happy with and about. You know, a man you can tell any and everyone about without secretly feeling like his dirty little secret? I was going to keep it a flirting situation until those words left his lips – the soft lips that they are. With the position he is in and for him to say that, I knew his ongoing quest to share intimate time with me was not a quest to gain because he could giving who he is; it was a quest all about ME and everything he communicated to me was real.

Heading back to my place after a night out on the town, I helplessly lost myself in the sweet enfold of his mesmerizing kisses; we stood in front of my door for 20 minutes captured in the moment. Truly the sweetest moment of lip locking ever shared between a man and a woman. Once entering my residence, we knew what we were there for but it wasn’t a rushed situation. Allowing ourselves to feel one another out before commencing into what was evitable to happen within moments; we sat on the edge of the bed and conversed about simple things – meaningful things. I cannot recall the last time I looked a man in his eyes for so long, I wanted him to feel my alertness and know how sincere I was about every thought filtering through his brain and transported through his lips. I was in total awe.

Making the first move, he once again, told me how beautiful I was. The words sent chills through my body because it’s how he made me feel; Halle Berry had nothing on me right now. He formed his lips and placed sweet, tender kisses on the right side of my neck, wasting no time to hit my spot and begin the process of operation-get-the-kitty-wet. Somewhere in between him kissing my neck, gripping my breast and kissing my lips, he managed to remove my jeans; that boy good!! My heart began to race when he wrapped his forearms around the back of my knee caps and pulled me towards him to the point where my naked ass was at the left corner edge of the bed. Pushing my legs upward towards the ceiling fan and dropping to his knees, he performed mouth-to-pussy restitution on my love box; definitely brought her to life. The passion he feels for music is the same passion he used in his lips while making love to my pussy. Each slurp sent chills through my body. Each tongue thrust sent a warm sensation through my body. Not knowing how to feel, hot or cold, he turned up the intensity when he got real sloppy with it and introduced my stump to his tongue; heaven. What was he doing to me? He topped the pleasure of happy sensation by once again telling me how beautiful I was; he was right, I had been messing with idiots before.

Never one to be selfish and unappreciative, I felt it was my duty to bless him with some of the best head he would ever have; at the end of the session, he cosigned and said it was the best! Getting up from the position he had me in, I gestured for him to lie on the bed. Comply with my order, he lay across the bed and I proceeded to remove his pants and boxers; words cannot express how my mouth watered with delight and joy. His dick was long and I made a promise to myself I would find a way to have it hitting the back of my throat until you could no longer see the shaft. Allowing the fluids in my mouth to build up, I wanted his dick to slide in and out of my wet mouth because soon it would be in a sea of juices in my pussy; couldn’t short change him. Snuggled between his legs that he had slightly open, I used no hands and gave it to him straight, no chaser; sucked his whole dick until it was completely in my mouth. Quickly sliding back to the head of his dick, I rolled my tongue around the tip and advanced into a flirting game with it. Peeking up at him, his eyes were closed and his mouth was open moaning, “oh god”. I had him right where I wanted him. I think I surprised him when I once again took all of his manhood and played hide and seek in my mouth, but this time sticking my tongue out and stretching it until I reached his rocks. Making my lips form as if I am imitating a fish, I rolled my tongue on his shaft as I made my way back up for air. Continuing this numerous times, I wanted him to beg me to stop – indeed it was too much for him to handle or perhaps he just wanted to feel my vagina walls closing in on his dick now. Whatever the reason was, I moved around from my position and sat on my bum and I watched him walk across the room to retrieve a condom. His body was beautiful; his dick bouncing up and down with each step had me wanting to taste more of it.

Quick with the removal of the condom from the golden package, he rolled it on his dick, made his way on to the bed and blessed me with another positive energy kiss. I didn’t want to break the kiss but I wanted to give him the goods! I laid my back against the comfortable mattress and he kissed the kitty again; he really wanted her to purr. Fitting between my legs, I felt an out of body experience the moment his dick pressed against my lips and forced its way inside my pussy. I wanted to scream, moan, yell, holler – anything! He hadn’t even done anything and it was already exceptional loving; I guess it’s true when they say sex is 90% mental because in my mind I knew he would be the best I’d ever have.

His slow thrusts and strokes in my pussy enticed me, it was like he was talking to me in sign language and was telling me my pussy was good and he wanted to savor each moment. I wasn’t made at him for it either. Peeking between my legs to look at the magic in play, I felt my clit throbbing with happiness. He didn’t just hit one spot, he did moves that allowed him to focus on the right, move to the left and then directly in the center. As much as I loved what he was doing, I really just wanted to suck his dick until he came in my mouth; I wanted to taste him so bad it killed me.

Wanting to try a new position, he motioned for me to get on my stomach as he then slid his Mandingo. Gripping my ass with the palm of his hands, he pushed force on my rare; making my vaginal opening spread some. Once inside, I felt him in my stomach – this was some good pain!

Clit Chronicles: The Fourth Hole

2010-10-18T20:31:00.003-05:00

The Fourth Hole
Clit Chronicles by: CathrynMarie
October 18, 2010

Hosting pleasure parties were some of my favorite things to do. The stories exchanged with the ladies and turning them on to new toys is such an exciting and dominating adventure – dominating in a sense of I was in control of the room and the women listened to and fed off of the things I would turn them on to. Generally the nights are filled with selling of products, wine and laughs amongst women who are seeking to increase their sex lives – this one particular night things got really interesting.

The alcohol settling really good into our systems, one young lady asked me what the freakiest thing I had experienced thus far. It didn’t take me long to reminisce on an act that most of them had probably never heard of – I had them on the edge of their seats wanting to live their lives through mine as I started out with, “I walked into a candle lit room in an unfamiliar setting and witnessed a nice 8 inch, thick, cock sticking through a black wall with a punctured hole and a pair of plum size balls meshed together.” Baffled looks upon their faces, they could not understand how or why a man would stick his dick through a wall with a hole in it – before I told them why, I had to share the act.

Once inside of the room, I didn’t take the time to question the scene, I quickly walked over to the thick delight displayed and got on my knees. Using my right hand, I formed a fist around the base of the dick. Sticking my tongue out, making circles around the tip of the penis, I teased him making him guess my next move. Laying my tongue out flat, I placed his dick on my tongue before proceeding to making a wave like motion with my happy go lucky tongue. Bringing the top of my mouth to greet the bottom, I wrapped my lips around his cock and began to suck it lightly. Wanting to just get my mouth watered up, I didn’t suck it too hard, concentrated more on squeezing my cheeks around his muscle causing my mouth to be flooded with juices. With a mouth full of saliva, I parted my lips from around his dick, and shoved it deep into my mouth until my lips were pressed up against his lower pelvis. Gagging on his dick he began to thrust his body back and forth, causing his dick to find a new home in the back of my throat. Caught up in the moment and wanting to take more of his dick, I forgot I had a wall between the two of us until I found my forehead banging up against the soft padded black structure.

Moans of satisfaction escaped his mouth, he repeated over and over for me to keep at it. Spit began seeping out of my mouth, as I continued to deep throat his dick, I pulled back for air after about ten minutes of pleasuring his cock. Watching my saliva drip down his balls turned me on. Grabbing for his balls and massaging them with my left hand, I began to stroke his hard rock with my right hand. Putting extra attention into my wrist, I stroked his dick in a back to forth, side to side motion. With each stroke, I went faster. Putting more attention to the hand full of balls I stuck my head down and began to flick my tongue at the base of his balls; the moans of continued and increased.

Enjoying the moment but wanting to keep things intriguing, I stood at the position I was at and started removing my articles of clothing; blue jeans and blue thong to be exact. Turning around so that my ass is now facing the wall, I bent over, scooted back and hiked my bottom on the wall in an area just above his dick. Reaching under me, I grabbed for his dick and guided it up towards my pussy just long enough for him to take over and commence in the act of tearing it up. Tipping on my toes and wrapping my hands around the back of my ankles, I slightly bounced my ass up and down for him, becoming active in the game tag the pussy.

Tighten my pussy walls around his dick each time he entered had him speaking in tongues with each stroke. I could hear his knees pounding against the black wall – this only meant he was getting deeper in my cunt. The black wall began to shake. Placing my palms on the base of the floor and applying pressure to them, I met his hard, quick thrusts and fucked him back.

Twenty minutes of wall banging sex, he told me he was about to come and wanted me on my knees. Quickly turning around and falling to my knees I assisted him with completing his mission by stroking his penis with my right hand. Not using any technique this time, I just wanted to make him explode. Not much time went by before I had a personal face mask on; covering the bottom portion of my chin and mouth. Grunts from the other side of the wall assured me he was content with the final outcome of our mysterious session.

The ladies were in awe and disbelief with my tale of freaky sex. They wanted to know where this place was and who did the mysterious dick belong to. I got a kick out of telling them that the adventurous night was shared with my husband right inside of our own home. I informed them that he had transformed our guest room into a room of dominate toys with candles, dildos and other goodies that made for a night filled with pleasure. He had come across my hidden toys, including the black wall that stands waist high with two legs. I informed them that snapping the Glory Hole wall in to place with the included supplies is a unique way of satisfying their mate. Most of them had never heard of the Glory Hole but by the end of the night, they all left my house with their very own Glory Hole kit.

Clit Chronicles: Dominate The Night

2010-07-09T10:06:00.001-05:00

Dominating The Night
Clit Chronicles by: CathrynMarie
July 9, 2010

Sex with a married man is always the best sex; the thrill of being a mistress and knowing he is fucking you better than his wife gets me excited. Sexual encounters with married men allow them to be assertive and in control; Dominatrix like. Overtime the controlling and sexual mannerism had evolved into something unexplainable, something that I had to always have.

Meeting with my regular John one late evening and our usual location, the Red Roof Inn, room 112, the night was sure to be as equally grand as the previous nights. Knee-high leather boots with draw string lace up the front, accompanied with a body hugging, black plastic dress and red cape, is my ideal attire. Walking through the door, I did not see him anywhere. Making myself comfortable, I shut the door behind me and placed my black bag on the semen filled comforter supplied by the sleazy Hotel. I rustled through my belongings, searching for the night’s treats when out of nowhere a firm hand wrapped around my throat from behind. Gripping harder, he squeezed his right hand around my throat, while bringing his left hand to meet the finger tips of his right hand, and resting his left palm on the left side of my neck. The element of surprise baffled me, but only for a brief moment. The rush of thrill overtook my body as he jerked me from left to right, leaving me to feel helpless and in his control.

Flinging me towards the bed, he reached down with his left hand and tossed the cover back off the bed, along with my belongings. Throwing me down on the bed, I let out a whelp of fear filled with passion. Hovering over me on his knees on the bed, he reached down with both hands and once again began choking me; this time letting grunts of anger seep through his mouth. Climbing on top of me, with his legs placed on each side of my hips, he informed me I was late and he was not satisfied with this. Aggressively removing the top buttons for my red cape around my throat with his right hand, he pulled the back of my hair with his left hand causing my head to jerk back off balance. Tugging my head forward to look up at him, he continued to pull on my hair, grabbing a larger fist full of it.

After much effort, he unsnapped the three buttons that connected my cape and proceeded to slap me across my left cheek. He begged for me to repeat that no one could fuck me the way he did; doing as instructed, I was then met with another slap across the face. Placing both hands around my throat again, he rocked my head back and forth, side to side, causing me to gasp for air and drool a little. My weakness turned him on more as he wrung my neck harder and repeated once again for me to yell that no one could fuck me the way he could. Unable to comply with his request this time, due to lack of air, I mouthed it. Looking me in my eyes, he laughed at me, he knew I was out of it and was helpless; or was I?

Reaching up with my right hand, I grabbed for his chest and fondled around until finding what I was searching for – his nipple. With the little strength left in my body, I pinched his nipple as hard as I could. With his attention now on his aching right nipple, he let loose of my throat, grabbed at his nipple, looked down on me and slapped me once again. Both arms free, I shoved him off of me and attempted to get up. Sitting up on my knees and removing my cape from around me, I didn’t realize he had gained his composure and was right behind me. Wrapping his whole left arm around my neck, he slapped my ass with his right hand and whispered that I was his for the night and there was nothing anyone could do to save me. Not wanting to be saved, I encouraged his roughness and told him to fuck me hard.

Left arm still around my neck, he continued to smack my ass, calling me his whore and slut with each hit. Pulling me forward to where my ass is in the air, he smacked it some more and told me how much he loved my fat ass. Applying force in his arm, he hauled me backwards and laid me flat on my back, leaving my head to hang off the hotel bed. Pulling me by the hair and neck, he pulled me completely down on the floor, grabbed me by the shoulders and told me to get up and bend over on the bed. Once in position, he told me not to move as he grabbed a fist full of my hair with his left hand and slapped my ass with the right. Making certain I understood what he said, he wobbled my head back and forth and repeated his previous statement.

Sliding the tail of my black dress up my ass, he proceeded to run his index and middle finger down the crack of my ass, stopping at my vagina. Using those same to fingers, he pulled my red thong to the side, climbed behind me, tugged on my hair and began grinding on me from behind. Releasing my hair, he took a step back and got down on his knees behind me. Slapping my ass with both hands, the force caused me to loose my stance; he ordered for me to get up and back in position. Once back in placement, he took his right hand and cupped my pussy. Repeating this maneuver a few times, he stopped to grab my ass with both palms, slap it and assist me back into position again by lifting me up by my cunt.

Forcing his dick into the opening he made available for himself, he rammed his cock deep inside my pussy. Taking a few strokes and thrusts while inside of me, he grabbed my hair and told me to take it all. I began to bounce my ass back and forth to assist his dick with hitting my walls. Quickly removing his dick from my pussy, he raised me up, turned me around and sat me down on the bed. Pulling at the top of my thong, he pulled it up towards the front of me, telling me to bite the brim of it. Complying with his order, my red thong stretched to my mouth, causing my vaginal lips to creep out on the sides of it. Standing in front of me, he slapped me across the face with his right hand and told me to pull harder on the thong. Pulling back harder with my teeth, using forcing from my head, I yanked it harder; my pussy began to get moist.

Using both hands, he grabbed the sides of my thong near my mouth and pulled them apart like the hulk ripping his shirt off of him, causing my pretty red thong to tear into halves. Once separated, he grabbed the torn pieces from the bottom and the top, applying all of his force once again, which lead to my thong being ripped into fourths, leaving only the waist band wrapped around my torso. Finishing what he started, he ripped the remainder of my thong from around my body and flung it across the room.

Lifting me up by my pussy with his right hand and left hand behind the back of my neck, he dropped me back down on the bed. Supporting the back of my neck still, he shoved his two fingers inside of my pussy and began to fuck me hard with them. The pain that I endured below caused my eyes to water, but I couldn’t ask him to stop because I was enjoying it too much. Taking his two fingers out, he pushed all four of his fingers close together and shoved all four inside of me. Fucking me harder and faster each time he went in and out, he told me to take it like a good bitch.

After about three minutes of finger fucking, he took his fingers out and slapped me across my face with my pussy juices. Shoving his fingers inside of my mouth he told me to open wider so he could stick his hand deeper in my mouth. Sticking my tongue out, I welcomed his hand and attempted to lick my taste off of his fingers.

Savoring in the moment, he told me I was a good girl. He felt I had enough of his abuse because my eyes were watering but I told him I wanted to more; I needed to be his bitch all night. He told me he didn’t want to fuck me anymore, just wanted to get his frustration out before going home to fuck his missionary, boring, yet safe wife. Understanding that this was on his dime, I listened to his words and allowed him get his things together so that we could part ways.

Giving him applicable amount of time to leave the hotel, I followed behind him not too far. Allowing him to reach our place of residence first, I drove home anticipating a night of my ear against his bedroom door as he fucked my safe, missionary, yet boring twin sister; his wife.

Clit Chronicles: Naughty Play w/ The Officer

2010-04-07T19:58:00.004-05:00

Fraternizing with an officer of the law was not scheduled on the plans for the day but I’d be lying to myself if I didn’t say that I was more than pleased with the actions that corresponded between me and The Man.

Wasn’t quite sure why I was being pulled over; registration and inspection tags were up to date. Pulling into a vacant parking lot off the main road, I obeyed the siren alerts. Once parked, I reached over for my insurance forms and license before he approached me. Standing at my window, he informed me that I was being stopped for not coming to a complete halt at the stop sign; I did a “California Stop”.

Taking my information and taking a moment to size me up, he stated that he was going to his cruiser to run my information. On his walk back to my window, he walked around my car as if he were inspecting it. Approaching my window, he informed me that my front passenger light was slightly cracked and should get the shield fixed soon. Uncertain what he was speaking of, I requested permission to step out of the car to inspect the minor damage myself; indeed I had damage that I was unaware of. Bending over to get a closer look, it slipped my mind that I was wearing shorts that were short enough to possibly show the frame of my ass if bent over. The officer took notice of the sight before his eyes and let me know he liked what he saw.

Making it clear that he wasn’t trying to be rude or abuse his power, he told me he wanted me. Flattered and appreciative of his honesty, giving him what he wanted only seemed like the right thing to do.

Surveying my surroundings, a rush of thrill and adventure took over my body as I faced my car, placed my hands on top of the hood and stuck my ass out in the air. He began to touch my body with his right hand, moving it slowly across my rear and making his way up towards my waist. Joining in with his touch me tease me game, I swayed my hips from side to side, acknowledging I was more than satisfied with what was going on and where it was going. Gripping my waist with both hands, he forced my body to jerk back and forth, causing my ass to hit the front of his pants. With me bent over in front of him, he slid his right hand up to my breasts,, fondling them with aggression and passion.

Leaning in towards me while caressing my breasts, the officer kissed the back of my neck. The equipment around his waist got in the way of him really getting into it. He swung me around, pushed me back against the car, causing me to arch my back. Lowering him-self to where his face was met at my stomach. Raising my shirt up, exposing my stomach. Greeting my abs with tender kisses, he found his way to my belly button. Running his tongue around the center of my stomach, he slid his right hand up to grope my right titty, pinching my nipple in the process.

Making his way back down, he grabbed my waist with both hands, massaging my abdomen area with his thumbs. Adjusting his position, he took a step back and ran his right hand across my inner left thigh. Strokes from my thigh to my pussy got me excited and really turned on. I wanted to fuck him right then and there.
Wrestling through my shorts, past my thong and finally to my treasure, he stuck two fingers inside of my pussy. Shoving his fingers deep inside of me, I moved my hips and started fucking his fingers back. Getting deep inside of me, I didn’t want this moment to end; my pussy was getting really wet. He took his fingers out of my pussy and brought them up to my mouth. Graciously sucking my sweet juices off of his fingers, I slurped each finger separately.

Taking his fingers from my mouth, he reached down with his right hand for his baton and removed it from its holster. Pushing me back down against my car, he lifted my left leg back on top of the car, pulled my shorts to the side with his left hand and began rubbing his law enforcement club on my pussy. Holding the handle of the baton, he rubbed the side of it up and down my pussy before turning it sideways and pressing the bottom of it on my pussy. Forcefully attempting to stick the baton inside of me, he wanted to use the black club as a dildo and get me off. Not cooperating with him, the baton’s corner only found its way inside of me while the rest of it kept sliding out each time he tried to push it in. Possibly my pussy being to wet or the baton just not being made for such sexual acts, he tossed the baton down and began kissing me.

Lifting himself up off of me, he began to remember where he was and his title; he had a shook look on his face. Here he was breaking the law and engaging in public sexual relations with a stranger. He instructed me to fix my clothing as he adjusted himself and picked up his baton.

Walking me back to my door, the kind officer informed me that he would let me go on a warning, this time. He then passed me his business card and told me to stay in touch, making certain to let me know it was more than a sexual connection with us. Not convinced with what he just stated, I was leery on contacting him but I did; it’s been 3 years since that day and countless side of the road, handcuff sexual encounters since then.

She's Gone......

2010-01-07T17:07:00.002-06:00

Everyone wants to talk and come see me but right now I just want to be alone with my thoughts. Alone with my anger. Alone with my tears. Alone with my pain. I just want to be alone....

When I was told she was "gone", I was hoping she meant she just wasn't at home and they didn't know where she was but that wasn't the case; my Mother is GONE.....

How do I tell my son that his grandmother is gone? How do I tell my Brother and Lil Sister it'll be alright when right now its FAR from alright?

I feel I want to type more but I can't stop crying; she was only 51 years young. Why couldnt she love herself the way she loved us? Why is she gone? Why?

Fuck it, I'll finish this later, I just can't think right now.

I love you Mommy and I'm glad I got to hear your voice one last time this new year. I'll never forget that conversation. I'll never forget the great memories - the bad ones are gone. You'll never be forgotten...

No Longer a Virgin

2009-12-16T15:06:00.004-06:00

A knock at the bedroom door, I didn’t even hear him come through the front door. Too distracted and caught up in my home work, with an abundance of casual sex texting play between me and him, time had slipped by me. Lying across the bedroom floor on my stomach, with my Economics and History books spread around me, he walked through the door with a smile on his face. Clearly by the gazing and sultry look in his eyes, tonight would be the night – it would be our first time taking it there and doing the naughty things shared via text message; our first time ever, both virgins to this deed and ready to do grown up behavior. Rolling around on to my side, I greeted him with a return smile before lifting myself up to embrace him with a hug. He kissed me in my mouth, while groping and squeezing my breast through my printed tee. Lifting me in the air, I wrapped my legs around his waist and returned the love influenced kisses.

For what seemed like 10 minutes, we savored the moment before I pulled away and motioned to get down. Walking him over to the bed, while searching for the remote control, I invited him to watch a little television as I attempted to clean up my school books and freshen up a bit. Propping his feet on the bed, he told me to take my time, informing me that he had been waiting for this moment far too long to try to rush any moment of it. Making my way to the bathroom, I picked up my books and placed them on my dresser and headed to the nearest facility. Once inside, I removed my pants and underwear, searched for a bath towel and proceeded to wash myself below; cleanliness is important, Mama always taught me that. I’m not sure what all he had in mind but if he wanted to lick me where he planned on sticking me, I’m sure he’d be thankful of the freshness.

Walking back out of the bathroom, he lay across the bed, feet cross, in his boxers while stroking his dick with his right hand. Licking his lips in an LL Cool J kind of fashion, he mouthed for me to come to him. Still bottomless, I did as commanded and walked towards the bed. Climbing into the bed, he raised himself up and stood on his knees at the foot of the bed, motioning for me to face the headboard and get on all fours. I visualized how this would go down the whole time we were text messaging – on my back and him sliding it in, me on my side and him sliding it in from that angle or from the back, where it was faced him and he had more control of the act; doggy style won.

He slapped my ass with his right hand a few times, making it jiggle. He said he loved the way it bounced in his face. Pushing my head down in the bed, causing me to stick my ass in the air, he reached over to his left and wrestled around in his jeans with his left hand – searching for a condom in his wallet, I suppose. Ever so often I would feel a fist tap me in the rear, he was obviously jacking off with his right hand and the strokes were getting good. Getting what he was searching for, he made his way back to the mission at hand and he placed his left hand in the middle of my back, ducked down under me and licked me from my clit to my ass. Applying more force on my back, he pushed me lower and went under again, this time bringing his right hand on my right ass cheek, gripping it in a massage like motion. I peeked between my legs and saw his tongue hanging out like a dog in heat. Grinning back at me, he informed me he wanted to get it wet before diving in. A million thoughts ran through my head and I still couldn’t believe he was about to be my first, I would now have a story to share with my girl friends, letting them know I was joining the club of this sexual experience.

The moment I felt his right index finger slide inside of me, I tightened up; I wasn’t prepared. He removed his finger, after a few quick thrusts and used his tongue to, once again, get it wet, he first spit on it and preceded to french-kiss it. The things he was doing to her made me question if this was really his first time – it felt that good! He pointed his tongue out again and stuck it in, what was once pointy at the end, was now spread to full width. He suffocated and buried himself knee deep inside of her, while pleasuring her with his tongue, the feeling was indeed a toe curling moment. Coming back up for air, he grabbed a bottle of KY Jelly, obviously what he was searching for in his pants. He said his best friend told him girls like it when you include KY, it feels better. Pouring some on his fingers and commencing spear it on my love, he also rubbed some on his dick.

Lifting my head up from the mattress, I thought I would help him out and stick my goodies out towards him in hopes making the experience better. With a slight arch in my back, ass and pussy in the air, he put his left hand on my ass cheek while guiding his dick inside of me with his right hand. Remembering to take it slow and steady, he was careful with it by not applying too much pressure. Sticking the tip of his dick inside of me, I loosened up and tried my best to welcome him inside of me. The tightness was feeling good to him and I know he wanted to go in deeper, so he did. Still taking his time and asking me it I am okay, each step of the way, I encouraged him to go deeper. Letting out a sigh of pressure built up due to the slight discomfort and pain, I took it all, I let him get into the groove of things and get settled thoroughly. Once completely inside of me, he just sat there, making certain I was comfortable. I assured him that I was fine and happy to finally feel him inside of me – I was no longer a virgin.

Getting comfortable and ready to put the KY Jelly to work, he went on to thrust his hips, sliding his dick in and out of me. The rhythmic motion of his hips and my ass bouncing off of his waist was pure ecstasy. He whispered how this was the best feeling ever and how tight it felt, he said he wanted to be inside of me as much as possible. Never losing a beat, he continued to pound on me, going deeper and deeper with each stroke. Using his hands to spread her open to get in deeper, he was obviously getting comfortable.

He informed me that he was about to explode, said it felt too good and he couldn’t hold back anymore. The tone in his voice was almost as if he was embarrassed that he was coming so fast. A good ten minutes, which I thought was a decent amount of time for our first time. He pulled his dick out, attempted to ejaculate himself to his final point but he never had an opportunity to, due to his cum squirting out of his dick – it had a mind of its own.

I rolled over on my back and stared at the ceiling, as he sat hunched over at the edge of his bed mumbling about how good it was. I smiled at him when he peeked up at me. I gave him an inviting look that led to him crawling over towards me. Hovering over me, he planted a kiss on my lips and told me he loved me. Replying back, with the same notion, I went to thinking about how much I did love him; my husband of 4 wonderful years. It’s been such a monumental life with him and on the eve of our 5 year anniversary I fulfilled one of his fantasies of having anal sex with him. I allowed my husband to toss my salad, stick his finger in my ass and ram his massive dick inside of my rectum. It’s the least I can do for a man who has been supportive of me continuing my schooling and holding down the living expenses with no complaints. It was a timeless experience that I hope to one day share with him again.

Interview: Fat Boi the Producer

2009-11-17T15:41:00.002-06:00

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Digiwaxx: How are you doing?
Fatboi: I'm good, trying to stay busy

DW: Well, yeah you seem pretty busy and that's what made me want to reach out to you. You were on twitter talking about being in the studio with Nicki Minaj and I just felt I had to speak to you now. You seem to be in the studio with everyone right now.

FB: Yeah, I.m trying. I'm trying.

DW: So are you currently working with anyone Up Top? I see you're working with a lot of Southern artists.

FB: Umm, Up Top? Busta. Lupe, well that's Chicago.

DW: Naw, that's good! That's HOT! He's my personal favorite artist.

FB: Oh really?!? Yeah, well Atlantic just took some tracks for him, for his up and coming album. Mase, (laughing). Mase is coming back out. He recently released from Bad Boy. Well, he's still Bad Boy but he is able to work with outside producers now. Ummm, Jim Jones. I have a few guys from Up Top. Oh, Jada Kiss. He's on the "Wasted" remix now.

DW: Your sound is very different and all, who inspired you coming up?

FB: Being bi-coastal and growing up in California and Atlanta, I like it all. Producer wise, it was Organized Noise, Jimmy Jam and Terry Lewis, Timbaland, Quincy Jones. Those are the producers that I really just paid attention to and loved everything that they did.

DW: Okay, with that being said. Are you working with any R and B cats? We kind of know you as the big time Hip Hop producer, are you contributing to any R and B albums?

FB: Yeah, I do everything. I don't want to be labeled as Hip Hop producer because I do music and I don't just do Hip Hop. I grew up in music, I didn't just grow up in Hip Hop. Being that in urban society, it was what was it was in my grasp and easy for me to pick up to get into the music business. It all started from DJing, I was a DJ first. Michael Jackson was my musical inspiration and I kind of wanted to be like Michael Jackson and the Jackson 5. My brother and I used to pretend like we were the Jacksons (laughing). (writers note: Fatboi is currently working with Bobby Valentino)

DW: So how long have you been producing? You name has been blowing up fast; this year has been good to you.

FB: Yes, I've been blessed. Producing, I started making beats in like '91. I started working in studios around '95, no more like '97. Once I started working in studios and moving around and working with people. I went to Philly for a while trying to break into the music business. I came to Atlanta, went back to Savannah and in '98 that's when Pure Pain was getting off the ground with "Camouflage". And thats when I got my first major placement in 2001 with "Cut Friends". From there, I've been behind the scene's. I was with Pure Pain until 2006 and after that it was time for me to spread my wings and let the world get to know me.

DW: "Wasted" is your biggest track but I'm sure you've done other hot tracks. What are some cuts that people may rock to that we not realize is yours?

FB: yeah, "Wasted" is my break out track but I did a track with Jeezy and Trey Songz on Jeezy's last album, "The Recession", "Taking it there". Did a record with Flo Rida on his first album called, "All my Life". Gorilla Zo. I had Gorilla Zo's second single off of his first album. I don't even remember songs anymore (laughing), "Trying to make a jug". Did a record for Rocko's album called, "Priceless". I did a record called "Drifter" for Shawty Redd which brought on "Sexual Eruption". Snoop wanted to buy the record from me but I didn't want to sell it. I felt getting a two for one was better, so "Sexual Eruption" came from the "Drifter" record. I did a few things here and there.

DW: That's whats up. So you're currently working with Plies, correct?

FB: Yeah, I'm currently working with Plies, Nelly, Luda - some of everybody.

DW: Recently, Dawaun Parker, Dr Dre's protégée, was asked what kind of equipment he uses and he said he wasn't going to answer that. Is it possible to mimic the sound of another producer if knowing the equipment? Are you against sharing tips to other producers.

FB: I don't want people to know what I use but at the same time another producer is not going to use it the way I use it. A lot of times, a lot of us use the same sounds, its all how you tweak. I may hear a sound another producer uses, but it doesn't inspire me. I use an MPC and a lot of producers you it, its common. But a lot of producers don't have my sound so it doesn't matter if someone knows I use an MPC.

DW: Do you have a signature sound? We can listen to Timbaland and Neptunes and know its a track by them. Do you feel you have your own distinctive sound?

FB: Yeah, I think so. A lot of people pick up on my drum rolls, my high-hats and the thickness of my tracks. I try to make sure they are fat all the way around and not too thin. I really like people to feel the music. Its real bottom heavy but its real music in it to.

DW: Well, I appreciate your time. Is there anything you want to let the people know personally? Clothing line dropping (both laughing), a record label or anything?

FB: We have a label, my partners and I, Big Ron and Roc, called Black Shield Ent. We have a few artists on the label that we are molding. Jason Caesar is probably going to be our break out artist, he's a Pop artist. He is Shirley Caesar's great-nephew. We have a few projects on the table, we out here working. We also have an R & B/Pop artist, Meesa and a rapper, Remy. Got a few in-house producers also, we are trying to be a force in the industry.

DW: That's whats up. What's the best way for people to connect with you?

FB: If anyone wants to get in touch with me, the best way is Twitter (@FatBoiBeats). I have a myspace (www.myspace.com/fatbeezy912) but I don't use it much so Twitter is the best way. Also check out: www.producerfatboi.blogspot.com, www.myspace.com/metronomeststudios, www.justin.tv/fatboibeatz.

DW: Thanks again....

By: CathrynMarie

Interview: Taj the Director

2009-11-17T15:29:00.002-06:00

As posted on www.theblastbydigiwaxx.com

Photo by Gab The Producer

D.W.: So what's next? I recall on twitter, you spoke of a project with Ryan Leslie and The Dream.

Taj: Ryan Leslie just released his new album, "Transition", and we did a short film for it, "Making of Transition", a 30 to 45 minute film. It's a great love story, based on real life, with a guy who is an over achiever and when it comes to this one woman he tries to use the same attitude but learns the same rules do not apply. It was an honor to have him ask me to capture it. It's a true story. Great person to work with. He is cool with you personally while on the set but also grinding. It releases probably, December 6th, 2009.

I was set to shoot The Dream's "Fancy" video but things switched up last minute and we shot a video for "Sweat It Out", which should be dropping next week sometime (this week).

D.W.: Sounds like your plate is full. Well, I appreciate your time, once again. Any last words for the people?

Taj: I have a new blog, www.sleepingonmars.com - check it out! I've been working on it. I'm still young and black. I'm trying to brand myself because when on set I look like the artist verses the director and I'm often looked at as that, an artist. I have the tattoo's and dress in hip hop attire. It's a marketing game no matter what and I just want people to know I have it. My blog allows people to get in my head - its my diary.

Check out Taj online: www.twitter.com/Taj_Mahall - www.myspace.com/TajStansberry - www.thepopularkids.com - www.sleepingonmars.com

Clit Chronicles: Me, You and THEM

2009-11-10T19:18:00.003-06:00

Clit Chronicles by CathrynMarie
Me, You and THEM
11.10.09

Last Saturday of each month, a few friends and I host the biggest house parties known to man. We encourage our guests to bring their own liquor, dress comfortably and let loose. Four different rooms with four different themes – the Red Room equipped with a red light bulb was a get away location for women to mix and mingle. The Blue Room with a blue light bulb in tow featured a repeat of videos on the big screen. The black light bulb, Black room was where couples would mingle with other couples, while the Purple Room catered to persons who single status. Never before have had the opportunity I participated in all four rooms but tonight I wanted to get my Christopher Columbus on and discover new things.

Starting my night off in the Blue Room, I witnessed my favorite porn star on the screen; Cherokee. I took a seat on the leather couch and paid attention as I waited to view her signature move that she performed on her women lovers. Watching her push her latest conquests legs far over their head to the point to where they are literally standing on their shoulders, and pussy pointing directing towards the ceiling, does something to me. The grunts and moans from the other parties on the couch sitting next to me and across, assured me I was not the only one turned on by Ms. Cherokee feasting on the young lady’s vagina.

The gentleman sitting to the left of me reached over with his right hand and placed it on my left thigh. I glanced over at him, I was so caught up in Cherokee I didn’t notice him really. The full lipped, nicely toned, caramel man had invaded my space and I was open to the possibilities of a great outcome. Sliding his hand up my leg and spreading my legs apart. I positioned my body, leaning on the arm of the couch, putting more weight on the right side and turned towards him allowing him to put his hands further up my skirt until he found the gold he was searching for. I purposely wasn't wearing any panties; I wanted to make things easy for whomever I decided to play with tonight. He stuck his thumb in my pussy, turned it sideways and began moving it in and out. I wanted him to get in deeper, so I lifted my right leg up and rested it on his right leg. With him still using his right thumb and fucking me with it, he took his left hand and started rubbing my clit. I found myself moving my hips, letting him know that I enjoyed what he was doing, and pushing my body in towards him each time he stuck his thumb inside my cunt. He removed his thumb from my opening, but keeping the clit rubbing going. He brought his face down closer to my pussy and began to suck it - almost felt like he bit it. I don't know how he managed to get my whole pussy in his mouth, but his mouth covered my love, lips and all. He managed to put his tongue inside of me and turned me on as he started licking my walls. He took slow, deep strokes with his tongue, pushing it deep inside me every now and then. The sensation of him rubbing my clit and licking my pussy the way he did was too much for me; I came all in his mouth. He removed his hand, but continued to suck my pussy, he was sucking it as if he was trying to suck it dry; I just couldn’t take it anymore. He finally came up for air and had a look of satisfaction over his face.

Feeling satisfied and ready to be penetrated, I adjusted my clothing, smirked at my generous mate and made my way to the Red Room.

Once inside of the Red Room where the party was already going on, I witnessed five sexy women sucking, licking and sticking. Standing back and just watching them spread throughout the queen size bed – one on one, sixty-nine action and a body linkage of three women; one on her back with a girl on her face, pleasing her orally while being taken care of orally by another. The young lady, who was sucking on the clit of the girl on her back, was doing so on her knees, fully naked; pussy in the open just waiting for someone to stick their face in her. Taking steps towards the bed, I placed my right hand on her right ass cheek, gripping it firmly. Alerting her that she would no longer be left out of the party, I ran my index and middle finger across her pussy, then bringing it to my mouth and savoring the taste on my fingers. Kneeling on the bed and closer to her, I applied pressure on her ass, spreading her pussy open more and commenced to diving face first into her pussy. Licking from her clit up towards her pussy lips, and then sucking on them tenderly, I massaged her lips with my lips and french kissed her cunt. Pulling my face from between her ass cheeks, I proceeded to ram my right index and middle finger inside of her pussy; in and out, in and out. Stimulating her ass with my left thumb, her moans became louder, causing her to lose focus of the pussy she was sucking. Replacing my thumb for my tongue, I ran it across her asshole area, making circles around her opening. The sensation became too much for her. She shifted positions and completely ran away from me, dropping her hips to meet the mattress. Taking that as a sign to move around and find some dick, I left the Red Room and headed to the Purple Room.

In the singles room, there was a whole lot of poking, sucking and more sucking going on. It was no holds bar inside of this room, I noticed a man in the corner on his knees pleasuring another man with his mouth. It didn’t seem to faze anyone and I surely wasn’t going to allow it to bother me, I made my way to the bed, finding an opening around two other three person groups. I just wanted to lie and get off on what the others had going on.

I lay across the bed spread, opened my legs and began to rub my pussy; it caught the attention of one man who was standing tall, receiving head from a female who was on all fours getting fucked in the ass by another man. My laying next to them turned him on. He ran his fingers through the young lady’s hair, locking his fingers around the back of her dome and forcing his dick further in his mouth; that turned me on. Dropping her lower jaw to fit his Mandingo dick further to the back of her throat, she began to slobber effortlessly all over his dick. Her saliva dripped from his dick down to his balls. Never taking his eyes off of me and my self pleasuring, I gave him a smile, while still rubbing my pussy and cuffing my breast. He was literally fucked her mouth, causing her to gag on it; she couldn’t take it.

Pulling his dick out of her mouth, giving her the opportunity to focus on the massive ass ramming job she was involved in, he began stroking his dick while smiling at me. The look on his face quickly changed, while he continued to stroke the base to the head; he was about to cum. Rubbing my pussy, I wanted to cum with him. He bent his knees and gripped his dick hard, stroking faster and faster – turning me on. Just as he was about to come, he stepped back in front of the girl who was sucking him off moments earlier and completely let loose right on her face. I couldn’t help but giggle at the sight, she was not expecting it. Her eyes were closed, as she was enjoying what the guy behind her was doing.

Getting my composure, I smiled and walked past my new friend and made my way to the Couples Room. Passing the Blue Room along the way, I peeked in and noticed my Caramel love was still in their watching videos. He was finger fucking some big titty chick on the couch next to him. He lifted his head when he noticed me watching, I winked at him and motioned for him to come towards me. Obliging my request, my Husband walked towards me. I grabbed his hand and we walked into the Black Room together.

Three other couples were in there already, bed completely taken. We found a spot on the floor, next to the bed and made it our spot. He had me lie on the floor, spread my legs open and began rubbing my clit. He pulled my titties out of my bra and began to suck on my right one, while firming gripping the left. Out of no where, I felt an extra set of hands, they were inside of my pussy, beating my walls up with each vicious stroke. My Husband began kissing me in my mouth; the thought of my being turned on by someone else seemed to arouse him some. The guy down low discontinued the fingering session. My Husband then made his way on top of me, pushing my legs up in the air and sliding his dick inside of him. Ten-inches of love filled my pussy to make the perfect fit. Taking slow strokes at first, hitting the bottom of my pussy, and then sliding his dick back out only leaving the tip of his dick inside of me. Pausing from his strokes, I gripped the head of his dick with my walls. Picking up the pace and working his pelvic, the long strokes from his thick dick filled my cunt once again.

The gentleman, who was fingering me moments ago, stood to the left of me and began stroking his dick over my face. Grabbing the dick in front of me, I took charge and began sucking on it. I started out with an open mouth suck, letting my mouth get moist a little before I started sucking it hard and slow. Continuing to keep up with the dick inside of me, I kept up with his moves and fucked him back with each thrust. Sucking the dick in my mouth real hard, while jacking it off with my left hand, it took no time for him to cum; he came all in my mouth. I allowed his nut to run out of my mouth, down my chin, to my neck until finally resting on my breast.

Watching the nut lay on my breast, my Husband pulled his dick out of me and began to jack it off. Reaching for my head, he propped me up and rammed his cock inside of my mouth, telling me to suck him off like I did the other guy. I did him one better. Taking his dick to the back of my throat, I allowed him to fuck my mouth the way I say the guy in the Purple Room do to the other girl. Deep into my zone, savoring and devouring my man’s penis, he was about to let me taste him. Slurping each drop from his dick, I gulped and swallowed every drop that escaped his penis.

I came, I saw, and I conquered each room tonight. Experiencing something new with my Husband and loving every moment of it; next months party will most certainly be hard to top, but I’m sure we can.

Interview: Steph Jones

2009-11-02T15:53:00.006-06:00

As posted on www.theblastbydigiwaxx.com

Digi-clusives: Weekly EXCLUSIVE (and no, not one of those phony exclusives where everyone is reposting the same thing) interview features with movers and shakers within the Music Industry; Artists, Producers, Label Reps, DJs - hell maybe even Video Chicks :-).....

This Week's Exclusive: R & B singer and model, Steph Jones, once signed to Ludacris’ label, DTP, affectionately known as “Mr. Ordinary”, the title of his hit single and clothing line, who is now adding actor to his list of accomplishments.

Digiwaxx Media: Heyyy, Steph Jones Music!!

Steph Jones: (laughing). Did you see my picture? I have the internet going wild! (speaking on him dressing as a woman for Halloween – concreteloop.com, mediatake.com, xemvanadams.com)

D.W.: (laughing). Yes, you are a fool!

S.J.: It’s what I wanted anyway, to get people talking.

D.W.: Okay, well let’s jump right in then – first question, do you have an album coming out? (laughing). Was it a publicity stunt? (joking).

S.J.: The costume was a last minute decision and I was trying to think of a way to top last year. I’m secure with my manhood and thought it would be fun.

D.W.: I personally felt it was very funny. You reminded me of B Scott, actually (laughing).

S.J.: I had fun and again, people are talking; I win!

D.W.: Recently you dropped a mix-tape, Gravity, is this project one leading up to you breaking news of being signed or what?

S.J.: Honestly, the way the music scene is going right now and the way I am able to move without answering to anyone and still do even more than those with budgets; I’m comfortable. I landed a role in my first film and just finished filming it; “Feel”. People are gravitating to the movement and like my music. I’m getting the most I can out of all of this.

D.W.: Nice! So what else do you have going on?

S.J.: Well, I’m getting ready for my mix-tape release party tonight in LA. I have one in Houston on November 10th and also one in Atlanta on November 14th. I’m starting my movie career and also in the process of getting management. Everything that I’ve done thus far has been done by me and I am now putting together a team to assist me.

D.W.: It’s safe to say that since everything is done by yourself then your mix-tape was only released on twitter?

S.J.: I sent it to a few bloggers who posted it on their site before I leaked it on twitter and it kind of went from there. I’m glad people have some substance that they can share with their grandkids and so on.

D.W.: Can you talk about the movie you have just wrapped up?

S.J.: Not too much but I can talk about my role. The film is cast with an artist on Hollywood Records, Marie’ Digby, as the lead in the movie. It’s a love story and it all intertwines with her album and more. I’m the DJ and love interest of Marie’s role. It’s a lot of back and forth with really cool elements. The director, Brett Leonard (“Lawmower Man”, “Hideaway”) walked up to me and said, “You have a lot of talent and I want to work with you”; it’s been an amazing experience.

D.W.: I recently saw your new comp card for modeling, is this something you are pursuing again or more of?

S.J.: The comp card picture was for a celebrity wall and they just used my new pictures. I’m active in modeling, doing it via direct bookings as apposed to auditions. 2010 I am apart of a Reebok campaign that will be something like my Live Mechanics campaign. Them advertising me as an artist and including information about me; I’m doing jobs that make sense.

D.W.: Digiwaxx Media has over 32,000 DJ's in our database, picking one record off of your mix-tape, which song would you love on their serato?

S.J.: “Galactic 2” featuring Auto Push. I was kind of nervous about this track because I’m not singing as much, almost talking most of it and featuring them but the record came to my soul when I was in the booth and a lot of people play the record. Last weekend they played Drake at the club I was at and then played “Galactic 2” and the people loved it. They asked the DJ what song it was – it revived the club.

D.W.: Well, I appreciate you taking the time to talk to me. I know you have to get ready for your party. Any last parting words for the readers?

S.J.: Continue to download and support the mix-tape. I have an animation cartoon in talks right now, “Mr. Ordinary” with a company overseas. IT’S ABOUT TIME! It’s at a time that I’m coming and people are starting to see whats true and not true in the music industry. Artists have to have more than a song, a one hit, they have to have a brand. Other bloggers who never showed me any attention have noticed my progression. It’s okay to be your own ‘Ordinary’ – carbon copies come out to light. You’ll see!

Follow Steph on twitter - www.twitter.com/stephjonesmusic. Listen to Steph’s “Lifetape” via Datpiff.com, if you love it (which you will) download it! Check him out on MySpace and visit his website, www.stephjonesgalaxy.com.

Fun Steph Jones Memory – check him out as the leading man in Destiny Child’s “Jumpin, Jumpin” video :)

Interview: Raheem Devaughn

2009-11-01T23:38:00.002-06:00

As posted on www.theblastbydigiwaxx.com - Interview conducted by ME! :)

Digi-clusives: Weekly EXCLUSIVE (and no, not one of those phony exclusives where everyone is reposting the same thing) interview features with movers and shakers within the Music Industry; Artists, Producers, Label Reps, DJs - hell maybe even Video Chicks :-).....

This Week's Exlusive: R & B, Neo Soul Singer, Raheem DeVaughn
Last week, Raheem (@radiorah) dropped a twitter exclusive - the video for his new single, "Bullet Proof" featuring Ludacris (@ludajuice)

Digiwaxx Media: Has social networking sites such as twitter, ustream and facebook allowed Artist's to have more input in marketing projects in areas that labels may overlook?

Raheem DeVaughn: Definitely! The direct connection with fans and music lovers is unbelievable. You learn how egar they are and how much they anticipate your project more hands on.

D.W.: Do you feel such sites can cause harm to an Artist's image or how fans view them?

R.D.: It's all about how you present yourself as an Artist - you have to disclose certain information, not all.

D.W.: What do you love most about these sites?

R.D.: It gives me control of my fan base and the more people that find out what you have going on, mess with it. Some fans with no PC's may feel its an extreme but its helpful. Lets take Soulja Boy for example. He wouldn't be who he is without social networking sites. They allowed him to blow himself up from his bedroom with a PC. It gives us direct connection with the fans as much as possible.

D.W.: Do you feel more Artist's should take advantage of the opportunity to socialize with fans?

R.D.: DEFINITELY! I have been telling people for years to jump on. Some join and others just can't get into it.

D.W.: Recently you dropped a mix-tape to hold fans over until your next album release. How has the response been?

R.D.: The new mix-tape, Art of Noise, is free and people have been downloading it. The response has been good. I did it different this time and didn't press it up. It'll be a collectors edition eventually, something I'll add with my album or something.

D.W.: Digiwaxx Media has over 32,000 DJ's in our database, picking one record off of your mix-tape, which song would you love on their serato?

R.D.: Oh Man, thats a tough one! Picking one song, I'd have to say the "Talk Shit" record. It's a feel good, club record. (download record HERE ft Phil Ade)

D.W.: Let's talk about 368 Music Group, your label and new website (www.368musicgroup.com) - you have an Artist you are pushing, who is he?

R.D.: Phil Ade, from the DMV - Maryland. He reminds me of myself when I first came out. I didn't have the opportunity he has had since I stumbled upon him; 21-year-old artist. The biggest thing is Artist's don't know is the formula. Jam Master Jay came across 50 cent and he knew he was dope and showed him some structure. It's the same thing with, Phil. He is very dope and just recently dropped his first mix-tape/LP/EP free online. The first single is, "Hollywood". We plan to have a big video launch using footage in the yard of homecoming. It hasn't even been six months and we've been making noise with him.

D.W.: February 2010, your new album, "Love and War Masterpiece" drops. Is "Bullet Proof" the first single?

R.D.: "Bullet Proof" is the first single, ads are already running on radio. This will be a double CD. It's been a work in progress. I'd have to say it's my best CD thus far.

D.W.: Well we all anticipate the new album and other projects you are apart of. Any last information you want to drop to the readers?

R.D.: Follow me on twitter - www.twitter.com/radiorah. Call my Say Now - 202.609.8688. Check out my ustream - www.ustream.tv/channel/im-a-icon . And DEF, if you love hip-hop, check out, Phil Ade!

Raheem DeVaughn featuring Ludacris - "Bullet Proof"

MTVu Nominee: Esso

2009-10-12T13:32:00.005-05:00

Literally "the kid next door" - at least that's my personal thoughts of, Esso. No huge ego, no flashy jewelry, not dissing other artists - just your every day dude; yet he is an ARTIST! How can this be? A rapper with personality, loyal to the people who support him, humble, physically out networking on the scene and not having a rep do it, and supports other artists? Thats unheard of in 2009!! If you haven't heard of Esso - allow me to introduce you.

Currently working on his debut album, EVOLVED, Esso's Michael Jackson tribute inspired video for, "Don't Stop", off his latest mix-tape project, "Off The Wall", can be seen on MTVu, MTV2, MTVJams. Featured on your favorite bloggers, favorite blog - his internet buzz is noteworthy. Magazines from XXL to YRB and more, have all jumped aboard the "Esso Experience" train; the dude has a bright future heard! Check the credentials if ya don't believe me: About Esso.

1 of 5 nominee's for MTVu, Freshmen video, Esso needs YOUR vote! Don't just vote because I asked you to (well you should, but I'm saying), vote because the video is actually mad dope. So watch the video and then take your happy tail over to MTVu and vote :) www.mtvu.com/music/the-freshmen/nominees-101209.

Humor: Maronzio Vance Hearts Ja Rule

2009-09-16T23:13:00.001-05:00

Comedian, Maronzio Vance, woke up one day and "found three Ja Rule CD's and I know I didn't buy them".

Dude is mad funny, he keeps me in stitches on twitter, although I had to tell him to tone down the Whitney bashing LOL. Anyway, check out how "livid" Maronizo was when he found these CD's, lol....

If you've never seen, Maronzio's, "Puffy is Poison" video rant - it is also a must see LOL (*disclaimer* the things said in this video are in no way shape or form my personal feelings LOL)

Also see: Puffy Is Poison Part 2

Maronizo on the web:
www.imaronziovance.com - Myspace/Maronzio - Twitter/MaronzioVance - Youtube/Maronzio - Facebook/iamMaronzioVance

Definition of GAY!

2009-08-09T21:09:00.000-05:00

So yesterday someone posted a comment about if a man likes anal, he is gay. It has bothered me for some time now that people REALLY believe that. Last time I checked, being gay had to do with having an attraction to the same sex and not a particular sexual position. I'm going to need someone to find me this information that says only gay's can have anal sex, because obviously I missed this memo. How did anal become a gay persons thing but oral sex means you're straight? LOL Like really, who wrote this rule book? Most importantly, why do people insist that it is true?

Lets break down what being gay really is...shall we?

Back in the day, "gay" meant to being happy, jolly, carefree, etc..its a word that described an emotion. Moving light years forward, and the same carefree, uninhibited attitude, we have persons who were into sexual things that weren't conventional; homosexuality...attraction to the same sex

Define:
A person whose sexual orientation is to persons of the same sex.
A man whose sexual orientation is to men: an alliance of gays and lesbians.

ITS ABOUT ATTRACTION AND PREFERENCE, NOT SEXUAL POSITIONS!!

Now don't read more into this note, its honestly just how I feel and nothing to do with my personal life. Being an erotica writer I feel there is nothing wrong with people doing any and everything to reach their peak of climax. Now unless someone can show me otherwise, I'm going to need simple minded, judgmental people to go sit on it! Too be honest, I'd be happy if people were just able to live their carefree, sexual lifestyle without the need to explain it or hide it. A great reason HIV and AIDS grow each year can be credited to people who are apart of the downlow family.They're afraid to live their lives and just hide it. Hiding it cause them to lie to themselves and others, causing them to put up a front, which causes more harm than good.

The real question is, Does it really matter who turns the next person on? Should we really care? Pansexuality and Polysexual people are being birthed daily in this day and age also.

Do what makes you happy sexually - hell, explore other things too. Stop living in fear to stick your winky in the shooter because you're afraid of being labeled! If you feel like you're gay for trying it, then maybe you are lol ..There is nothing wrong with being gay, accept it if you are and be jolly :)

Inspiration: RIP Michael Jackson

2009-07-13T19:38:00.000-05:00

Chamillionaire just posted this exclusive video footage of his Camera Man, Massa, visiting Gary, IN. It is a rather touching and emotional piece; I just had to share! RIP MICHAEL JACKSON!

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Meet Donnie Scantz!!

2009-06-09T14:00:00.000-05:00

"Top reasons you should follow @MRSCANTZ"

Since my Tweeps are being difficult and acting brand new, I thought I'd bring my "Top reasons you should follow @MRSCANTZ" to the music heads who follow me over here and would appreciate following the talented producer!!

Donnie Scantz, music producer, musician, songwriter, two time Grammy Nominee and the man with the key for the 688 unreleased Prince tracks!! Founder of State of Emergency, a music and extreme lifestyle allegiance dedicated to producing R&B, Pop, Hip-Hop and Rock. Artists under his belt: Aaliyah ("I Don't Wanna"), Toni Braxton ("Christmas in Jamaica"), Usher ("Yeah!" - Grammy nom track), Ludacris ("Pimpin' All Over the World"), J. Holiday ("Ghetto", "Sooner You Get to Love"), Danity Kane ( "2 of You") and Chris Brown ("Throwed") and MORE..........

He is looking to reach the 1800 mark of twitter followers and I am doing all I can, as the Mayor of Twitter, to assist him w/ this goal!! I WANT THE PRINCE MUSIC, lol....

So if you're on twitter and you're looking for someone COOL to follow - make Mr Scantz that man! He is a producer who speaks back w/ his followers and is appreciative of everyone who follows him...Did I mention he was from Houston and cousin of producer Bryan-Michael Cox? Talent is in the veins! Don't sleep on, Donnie!! He has an ear for talent - I'm not saying spam him with your music, but build that twitlationship and see what happens. I know he is welcoming interns and such at times - who knows!

Donnie on the web:
www.bandofgypsys.wordpress.com - www.twitter.com/MRSCANTZ - www.youtube.com/donniescantz

New Mix-tape: Mario - What The Game's Been Missing

2009-05-23T19:59:00.015-05:00

As many of you know, I'm TOTALLY in love with Mario and have been since Nov of 04. Met him in Dallas at a label listening party and he touched my soul LOL. I love it when he comes to town because its always a good time and this weekend was NO exception. Mario and comedian, Kevin Hart, are currently hosting the Burger King Fam Fest - a mini tour coming to a city near you.

While in Houston, Mario did radio and spoke on a mix-tape that he recently dropped - how in the hell did I miss this? lol..I'm not a downloading type of person, but 09 has changed me. First Drake, then my Brother RL's (from NEXT), Dont Talk Just Listen mix-tape and now Mario! I may seem biased but I promise I'm not when I say, I TRULY appreciate the R & B sound that RL & Mario are hitting us with! FYI - RL REALLY put me on to Drake, he is always reminding me so I got to give him credit LOL...

I'll let YOU be the judge...Mario's, What The Game’s Been Missing mix-tape featuring his DJ, DJ Aktive, along with Don Cannon & hosted by Ant Live. "Break Up", Mario's current single, is also featured on the mix-tape....Be sure to hit Mario up on twitter - he runs his own shit; www.twitter.com/MarioSoulTruth

Pics from this weekend at the club......Shout out to "The Crew" - LC, Leslie & Charlie Hustle!...Mad love to Mario, Aktive, and Coop!

Charlie Hustle and Mario

Mario You see it!

Mario

Mario

Mario in the DJ Booth *side note - DJ Good Grief was HORRIBLE*

Mario put on a mini show...bong bong {(c) Sterling Simms} to the breezy who tried to tongue him down LOL

Mario SANGIN!

Candy Girl & Mario (Coop, I see you STYLIN in all black back there lol)

Mario, (unknown), Jay & My Charlie Hustle..

Mario "Loving you, loving you, loving you...When I'm, when I'm...Loving you, loving you ...Why would you wanna break up?"

He is such a beautiful human being :)

DJ Aktive and Mario

DJ Aktive gettin busy!

What The Game’s Been Missing mix-tape

New Mixtape: Mickey Factz

2009-04-23T02:46:00.001-05:00

If you know me, ya know I am TOTALLY in love w/ Mickey Factz; my "Freshmen" favorite without a doubt! Please respect that I've been diggin Mickey LONG before the commercials and Magazine Covers. I'm talkin, late 2007 to recent - shouts out to my Clyde, Dutch!!

If you're not sure who he is - GOOGLE HIM!

Current spokesman for the 2009 Honda Accord Rhymes and Reasons Campaign(www.rhymesandreasons.honda.com). You've seen the commercial on BET - the one where he plays a paralegal by day and an artist by night. Truth be told, Mickey actually went to school to be a Paralegal and has been rapping for about three years or so now.

Mickey recently had a shit load of shows at SXSW, took a little break to revamp, only to come back and announce that he is the R.O.C.'s newly signed Artist - RESPECT!

Shouts out to my NY BFF Ainz Neal over at shcollective.com for the image

Monday, April 21, Mickey hit the stage in NY with The Roots & Stalley...My baby ROCKIN lol

@MickeyFactz- Truthfully: Shout to @questlove and black thought for helping me be apart of a crazy jam session!! Rock, Rap and impromptu freestyling!

Dropping a new mixtape on Wednesday, Mickey, wants the world to know WHO THE FUCK HE IS!! I am posting this as it is downloading but I'm certain I won't be disappointed! As an artist - NO LYRICIST, he NEVER disappoints! As a FRIEND - he truly never disappoints - very funny dude :) I'll be sure to follow up with a review of the album and maybe an interview..I'm turning it up on ya Mick! lol

Who The Fuck Is Mickey Factz Mixtape

Mickey Factz on the 'net
www.twitter.com/mickeyfactz
www.myspace.com/itzmickey
www.itzmickeyfactz.blogspot.com/ - download ALL of his mixtapes!
www.globalgrind.com/user/mickeyfactz

Upcoming Shows:
Apr 22 2009 8:00P Hostel New Orleans, Louisiana
Apr 29 2009 8:00P The Black Apple/BKc San Fran Event San Francisco, California
Apr 30 2009 8:00P The Roxy Hollywood, California
May 30 2009 8:00P Lyricist Lounge - Mighty San Francisco, California
Jun 27 2009 8:00P First Midwest Bank Amphitheater Chicago, Illinois
Jul 12 2009 8:00P Merriweather Post Pavillion Baltimore, Maryland
Jul 18 2009 8:00P Comcast Center Boston, Massachusetts
Jul 19 2009 8:00P Jones Beach Amphitheatre Long Island, New York
Aug 1 2009 8:00P Glen Helen Amphitheater Los Angeles, California
Aug 8 2009 8:00P Shoreline Amphitheater San Francisco, California

My Favorite Mickey track - Automatic

Mixtape Review - RL from NEXT

2009-04-14T22:58:00.000-05:00

I know I probably should have posted this last week but I have been lazy witht he blogging lol - my bad bro :)

I'm sure I am probably annoying everyone with mt recent talk of RL's new mixtape - "Don't Talk Just Listen" Part I - but hey, I love it. And NO I'm not just saying that because I love him (lol) I do really love it. He actually sent me a few tracks months ago & I didn't listen to it much - the new ish is HITTIN! So I decided to do a review of the mixtape and hopefully you'll be more interested in downloading it. This is more of a personal review, meaning I'm keeping it real, instead of a professional one. =) It's totally not in order - oh and follow him on twitter - www.Twitter.com/RLfromNEXT - MIXTPAE DOWNLOAD

The "Don't Talk Just Listen" Mixtape Part I

Intro –

Laughing Out Loud on calling out the calling out of the lack of good R & B music. “What happened to the music, what happened to the singing?”

Bomb –

owwwwwwwwwwwwww!! THIS IS MY JAWNNNNNN! If he doesn’t make this a single, we are going to fight lol. “In the night wakes me up with her hands down my pj’s” <== favorite line! Nice up-tempo dance track, love the break down near the end, I think we need a rapper featured on it there. He is again, praising how great his girl is – she is “The Bomb”.

Mixed Up –

This is the song that has replaced “Make it last forever” as my wedding song – yes, RL will be singing at my wedding and this is the track lol. This man sang some of the best R & B tracks from back in the day and made it one song – NO really! “Lets Chill”, followed by “Pretty Brown Eyes” to “Before I Left You Go”, to “Cry For You”, back to “Lets Chill” – most def my wedding song for me & “The Drew”! Its sooo pretty!

Party Girl –

Uhh yeah! OBVIOUSLY another personal track lol. AGAIN, no disrespect but sweet Jesus! It’s a nice message for the ladies tho – YOU ARE NOT GOING TO FIND LOVE IN THE CLUB! I believe this is probably what men think of chicks who frequent the club on the regular. Some men like club chicks but trust, he is not the one “nite life fame, atl pics, click click – I see every club you’re in”. “Just a mixtape, nothing personal, I promise” I’m too done with him. AGAIN – NO disrespect.

Rerun –

Upbeat tempo track about being caught up in a dysfunctional relationship. A relationship one lets go but keeps going back to although they know it’s not healthy. No disrespect to parties involved but knowing Rob, I’d have to say this is one of those tracks about his personal life. It is most def one of those healing songs for him.

Gangsta of LOVE –

Rockin with that Anthony Hamilton beat (since I seen youuuuuuuu), I thought he was going to sing it for me but he tricked me lol. Actually, he is on some old school “Cyber Sex” ish – I need to hit fast forward..that boy is nasty LOL

Stranger In My Bed –

Another relationship track speaking on a how a woman changed through the course of the courtship. He now doesn’t know who she is. “Blame it on the yakkkk”…The “click click click” has me thinking that this is once again – a personal track.

One –

“She’s a mannnn eater!” yea, this track is a cool one to vibe to. Reflecting on a young lady who is “the one” and how her love is “critical”. Every man needs a woman who is “The One” – having him feel “on top of the world”.

Say You Will –

Obviously a Kanye track he made his own. The man is sangin from his (Tasha Mack voice) “hort” (heart). Do I hear you on auto tune in the middle, Rob? Lol

Roni Ruff –

He took us back with that Bobby Brown, Roni. Of course he added his own spin is on it and the production is a little different; makes for a nice remake. I think this is one of the tracks he sent me months ago and I later told him he wasn’t singing, singing like the world knows him. The remake is chill, don’t get me wrong but it’s not the raspy, high note singing RL on this track.

If You Leave Me Now –

This track is what we’d consider an album track, nice slow track in the middle of the cd. Why do I always get a Michael Jackson vibe whenever I hear it? Lol It’s a nice love song. “We’ve come too far to leave it all behind”.

Clit Chronicles: The Perfect Session; Creating Soundtrack of Love

2009-03-14T14:53:00.003-05:00

The Perfect Session; Creating Soundtrack of Love

Clit Chronicles by: CathrynMarie

03/14/2009

Ficton Erotica (actually, this one is semi fiction *doh* LOL but you'll never know what is fiction and what is *giggle*)

www.myspace.com/clitchroniclesbycathryn

The moment he said he “didn’t care”, I knew I wanted to share the rest of the night with him. My girl friends and I were just expressing how we longed to be with a man whom we could be happy with and about. You know, a man you can tell any and everyone about without secretly feeling like his dirty little secret? I was going to keep it a flirting situation until those words left his lips – the soft lips that they are. With the position he is in and for him to say that, I knew his ongoing quest to share intimate time with me was not a quest to gain because he could giving who he is; it was a quest all about ME and everything he communicated to me was real.

Heading back to my place after a night out on the town, I helplessly lost myself in the sweet enfold of his mesmerizing kisses; we stood in front of my door for 20 minutes captured in the moment. Truly the sweetest moment of lip locking ever shared between a man and a woman. Once entering my residence, we knew what we were there for but it wasn’t a rushed situation. Allowing ourselves to feel one another out before commencing into what was evitable to happen within moments; we sat on the edge of the bed and conversed about simple things – meaningful things. I cannot recall the last time I looked a man in his eyes for so long, I wanted him to feel my alertness and know how sincere I was about every thought filtering through his brain and transported through his lips. I was in total awe.

Making the first move, he once again, told me how beautiful I was. The words sent chills through my body because it’s how he made me feel; Halle Berry had nothing on me right now. He formed his lips and placed sweet, tender kisses on the right side of my neck, wasting no time to hit my spot and begin the process of operation-get-the-kitty-wet. Somewhere in between him kissing my neck, gripping my breast and kissing my lips, he managed to remove my jeans; that boy good!! My heart began to race when he wrapped his forearms around the back of my knee caps and pulled me towards him to the point where my naked ass was at the left corner edge of the bed. Pushing my legs upward towards the ceiling fan and dropping to his knees, he performed mouth-to-pussy restitution on my love box; definitely brought her to life. The passion he feels for music is the same passion he used in his lips while making love to my pussy. Each slurp sent chills through my body. Each tongue thrust sent a warm sensation through my body. Not knowing how to feel, hot or cold, he turned up the intensity when he got real sloppy with it and introduced my stump to his tongue; heaven. What was he doing to me? He topped the pleasure of happy sensation by once again telling me how beautiful I was; he was right, I had been messing with idiots before.

Never one to be selfish and unappreciative, I felt it was my duty to bless him with some of the best head he would ever have; at the end of the session, he cosigned and said it was the best! Getting up from the position he had me in, I gestured for him to lie on the bed. Comply with my order, he lay across the bed and I proceeded to remove his pants and boxers; words cannot express how my mouth watered with delight and joy. His dick was long and I made a promise to myself I would find a way to have it hitting the back of my throat until you could no longer see the shaft. Allowing the fluids in my mouth to build up, I wanted his dick to slide in and out of my wet mouth because soon it would be in a sea of juices in my pussy; couldn’t short change him. Snuggled between his legs that he had slightly open, I used no hands and gave it to him straight, no chaser; sucked his whole dick until it was completely in my mouth. Quickly sliding back to the head of his dick, I rolled my tongue around the tip and advanced into a flirting game with it. Peeking up at him, his eyes were closed and his mouth was open moaning, “oh god”. I had him right where I wanted him. I think I surprised him when I once again took all of his manhood and played hide and seek in my mouth, but this time sticking my tongue out and stretching it until I reached his rocks. Making my lips form as if I am imitating a fish, I rolled my tongue on his shaft as I made my way back up for air. Continuing this numerous times, I wanted him to beg me to stop – indeed it was too much for him to handle or perhaps he just wanted to feel my vagina walls closing in on his dick now. Whatever the reason was, I moved around from my position and sat on my bum and I watched him walk across the room to retrieve a condom. His body was beautiful; his dick bouncing up and down with each step had me wanting to taste more of it.

Quick with the removal of the condom from the golden package, he rolled it on his dick, made his way on to the bed and blessed me with another positive energy kiss. I didn’t want to break the kiss but I wanted to give him the goods! I laid my back against the comfortable mattress and he kissed the kitty again; he really wanted her to purr. Fitting between my legs, I felt an out of body experience the moment his dick pressed against my lips and forced its way inside my pussy. I wanted to scream, moan, yell, holler – anything! He hadn’t even done anything and it was already exceptional loving; I guess it’s true when they say sex is 90% mental because in my mind I knew he would be the best I’d ever have.

His slow thrusts and strokes in my pussy enticed me, it was like he was talking to me in sign language and was telling me my pussy was good and he wanted to savor each moment. I wasn’t made at him for it either. Peeking between my legs to look at the magic in play, I felt my clit throbbing with happiness. He didn’t just hit one spot, he did moves that allowed him to focus on the right, move to the left and then directly in the center. As much as I loved what he was doing, I really just wanted to suck his dick until he came in my mouth; I wanted to taste him so bad it killed me.

Wanting to try a new position, he motioned for me to get on my stomach as he then slid his Mandingo. Gripping my ass with the palm of his hands, he pushed up on my rare; making my vaginal opening spread some. Once inside, I felt him in my stomach – this was some good pain! The sound of my juices welcoming his love muscle was music to my ears – with the track on repeat like his favorite song; he hit all of the right spots and made a song with the sound of eternal wetness. I began to feel drops of sweat on the small of my back as I pounced my ass off his stick as we worked together, making that magic. I didn’t want him to stop, just wanted him to keep going until he made me come all over his dick but he told me he was ready to come and the thought of that excited me more than me actually releasing.

Him telling me he was coming only meant one thing – he wanted to remove the package from the saran wrap and explode on me; happy, happy, joy, joy! Quickly switching from my doggy style position to lay upon my back, I watched him as he bit the bottom of his lip, obvious excitement, and slide the condom off his pole. His dick dangling in front of me looked too good not to kiss one more time before his flow let loose, so I proceeded to sit up with my mouth ajar, I probably should have let him know I wanted to suck it some – all of the jacking and whacking he was doing with his eyes closed, never allowed me to kiss the tip, I was instead met halfway by his crème filling. Yes, I was showered with his juices smack dab in the face and throughout the hair. Hey, it was defiantly worth it – the moan that came along with it was the best ending to a night of creating a soundtrack of love.

Back From Social Networking Vaca!

2009-02-17T21:04:00.003-06:00

Boy oh boy...Back from a week of NO Twitter, NO Facebook, NO MySpace, NO AIM, NO YIM, NO GChat and NO blogging - for someone who spends a lot of her time online, it sure wasn't THAT hard lol...It was a bet between me and my good pal, Cory, when he decided he was going to take a break due to a heavy work week (although he did blog..booo). I don't even know how the conversation came to place, but he told me I couldn't do it. I had to prove him wrong, ya'll and NO, I did not peek or anything. Instead, I got back into grant writing and a host of other things, including FINALLY storing numbers from my old phone to my "new" phone. LOL @ the people I texted out of the blue, I had forgot alll about em lmao...

The break away probably would have taken place for a few days anyway because I couldn't take anymore of the bad press the Rihanna and Chris Brown, situation were getting. The stories were crazy and rather stressful. I'm not saying I know Chris all personal and what have you but I have my reasons and situations for feeling very strong and sorry for what he was going through. I said I was going to cry and by golly geez whiz, I had to shed a few tears for the young lad. He is an amazingly gifted kid and he did something out of the ordinary. We ALL have our moments in life in which we regret things we have done but we're human; Chris is human. Don't get me wrong, the 1 time my ex decided to hem me up, I ended our 7 year relationship at that moment; I'm not with domestic violence but sometimes people have to be forgiven for their mistakes.

I have been in Chris' position - yes, I beat the fuck out of an ex. Do I regret it, very much so. Would I do it again? Hell yea lol. Naw, seriously, during the situation I had an out of body experience when dude was disrespecting me, so I went bad on him. Does that make me a bad person? Do you think less of me because I had to have the cops come to our home and almost arrest me? *shrug* I mean, I know who I am and I know WHY I did what I did. Heck, even tho he goes overboard and tells the story saying I tried to kill him (lol) he cried and begged for the police to not take me to jail and I did not go. He knew he was out of line but that doesn't give me the right to flip everything over in the house, punch him in his face, arm, leg and chest. It doesn't make it okay that I bit the shit out of his leg through his black jeans and left a scar he will forever have, but he knows that wasn't me. We still talk to this day, years after the ordeal and even laugh about it. We don't know what went through Chris' head or what led up to the situation, so it's not our position to judge. He lost endorsements and everything else, I'm certain someone from one of the companies I work with is reading this and if you feel the need to rip up our contract, please do so if you feel it is right. I mean, never mind the fact that I do GREAT work for your company and respect each person, forget the fact that we have an established relationship - business and personal - rip that shit up! I mean, its what everyone has done to CB and the many urban blogs have contributed to him losing so much. Look in the mirror and I can promise we have all had our Chris Brown moment...I'm just sayin...

I'm not an every day praying type of person, but I will put on some Kirk Franklin, "Imagine Me" and just study the lyrics, over and over again. Last week I do so as my prayer to Chris Brown; cue the tears!

Right afterwards, and learning that Target had pulled CB's music, I went straight Kelis, "Fuck Them Bitches" on em for, Chris. Everyone bringing him down and enjoying his down fall - Fuck You...Thanks :)

Anyway..I'm back and a few things have changed...no more sprite, chilled out on the fried foods, etc etc...I'm disappointed in disloyal people, a lot of people have displayed so last week. I'm good though and I once again want to thank everyone who called, texted, emailed, DM'd, etc to check on me. Odara & Shercole get the award for missing me the most tho lol..them heffas plotted and figured out who my bestest pal was and asked him how I was..thats what I'm tomboutttttttttttt!!! lol..love u ladies :) Nukirk..thanks for the call too :) Ainz & Delano did it in & got me back a day early, they missed Mama Bear! I love my boys!

No Really, There ARE Good Men Out There!

2009-01-26T22:29:00.002-06:00

Tonight one of my engaged pals made a comment tonight about "the 142" (yea, I named my new weight, ha) and said he'd "hit it from the back"..AREN'T YOU ENGAGED!?!? Shouldn't such flirting and comments stop? I'm just, lol. Hell, I've never even been with dude, so why would he pick NOW to try to make a comment like such? He was probably kidding but I didn't even reply to see if he was or not, it just reminded me that he is the SECOND engaged pal of mine to make a comment like that. Last week it was "I'll blow yo back out" and "I have 2 hit that again before I get married" HUH? lmao

Before my faith in ALL men is totally shot, I decided to think of all of the men that keep me focused and reminded that there are GREAT men out there and women shouldn't think that all men are dogs. I'm a chick who has been hurt by the best of them but it has not made me give up on one day finding TRUE love =)

This is just off of the top of my head so if I forget any of my amazing friends, PLEASE forgive me LOL...Please note that these are NOT a list of men that I want or been with lol...cept 4 maybe 2 hahahaha

MR New York

If you're on twitter or someone REALLY close to me, you know allll about Mr New York! Known him for almost 8 yrs but really got to know him last year; we've had some GREAT time together. I'd so ask him to marry me, lol. He is gorgeous, funny, successful, shows me he cares in his own way and does da damn thing in...ummm, yea LOL...It helps that he works for a MAJOR Black Magazine and is NOT in the industry BUT it's not what makes him.

Crisco Kidd

Heart pure of FLIPPING gold..No seriously! I adore and respect no man more than him, he is amazing. The way he gives back to his community, friends and family is breathe taking. He puts in 200% at the job and he is GREAT at what he does, yet always trying to better himself. I respect all that and more about him. He is the most unselfish man I have ever met, most recently cutting his hair off during a hair drive to donate to those with cancer. Plus he is FIONEEE as fck LOL

Robert Lavelle

Known as RL to most =), yea, that dude from NEXT lol. He's sensitive and caring to a woman's thoughts. When you're feeling down, he is most def someone you can call & cry to. Although he is who he IS, he is NOT that person; he doesn't have an ego or come across better than you. Every woman wants to feel like an equal and by golly geez whiz, I bet he'd make his woman happy with his attentiveness. Plus he is SILLY as all shits! LORD, he has NO sense what so ever LOL

J Dakar

The most dashing man I've come across. I recall seeing him in New Orleans, it was from a far but he DEMANDED attention. His exquisite demeanor filled the room - sounds funny yet its true. Two weeks later, I'm online bullshitting and I'm in awe that I see him online. It was a moment that I wouldn't have given him a second thought from seeing him at Essence, it was just a casual, "Damn, who is that" type of things but when I saw him online it was like "damnnnnnnnnnnnn" LOL. He is very successful yet very humble and down to earth, an honest man who comes off as a best of both worlds type of man. Yeah, HOT =)

Ainz Neal

Super man! ha! Ainz is the coolest muthaflipper in the world! He's TALL (which all women love, lol) and very handsome - my favorite thing about him is his friendship and knowing that he does the manly things in relationships. ANY woman would be lucky to have such a gem. He is funny as all hell. Most important, he is responsible and takes care of his business in situations most men would say "blah" to! Mama loves her Ainz!! =)

Aaron Arnold

Him taking a chance, giving up a great position and starting over to become Diddys intern is a move I'd do. I've never been one 2 settle for a job and will work a job I like no matter the pay, because I know I will work my way to the top & be in a better position before its all said and done with. He is my first role model, ever in life and a dear friend. He is smart, a power mover and an asshole, LOL..jokes! That's just how real he is, he can be the laid back Double A every day but can joke around with the best of them. He would make any woman happy, as he has the ability to be her best friend and her lover - I lucked up & got the great friend in him.

Joey Digital

An elite, young black man who grinds and sees progression. He is a business man like no other, very confident and follows through to make certain each project is satisfactory to his customers or clients. I believe the same display would be something he brings into a relationship; making sure his woman is always happy! I'm not mad at that, PLUS, he has a cool twitter shirt =)

Ali Muhammad

The family man, most women wished they were married to. Aside from his business adventures, Ali is an amazing man because he speaks highly of his beautiful family on a regular. I don't know his wife, yet I'm quick to ask how she and the kids are because you know they are his life, they are what makes him happy and motivates him to go out and handle his business. A supportive backing is something needed in a relationship and it displayed in his.

Anthony Gilbert

I feel like I know him because his blogs are so personal, yet they are sports blogs lol. He is easily a man that would be open with a woman, something we LONG for lol. It also helps that he is very handsome, ha! Naw, lol he's a sports journalist, and an amazing writer - can you life with a writer? I bet he writes nice little notes and stuff, in sports form lol. He easily has something we need, and its the getting to know a person and it being easy. And did I mention he's a sports journalist? LOL Never a dull moment with him, ESPN on every morning and good conversation; I can dig it =)

okay, this list could go on and on LOL. My ninja Wil Sylvince, Perry (Vision), Poncho, Chris Classic, etc etcccccc!!

Overall ladies, there's NO need to settle and there's NO need to feel like you want to show men a lesson and go be a ho. There are indeed GREAT men out there and if you sit down and evaluate yourself, you'll find the man that fits what YOU ARE and not what you WANT! Maybe you're not supposed to have a man with hella money, rims, and a 6 figure job - maybe you're supposed to be with the man who has a regular 9-5 and has some of the qualities the men listed above have. I wish I could take one thing from each man and build my perfect man, how cool would that be? LOL

Call Me Kanye prt 2 w/ a NEW Dance!!

2009-01-24T13:06:00.000-06:00

CALL ME KANYEEEE!!

2009-01-22T19:39:00.001-06:00

When Social Media Goes WRONG!

2009-01-16T18:27:00.003-06:00

My PC isn't 100% yet but I had to find a way to post my current state of thought, so much is going through my head but one that touches me is the recent criticism "a master connector, network guru and social media rock star" just under went via a twitt on Twitter.

I'm someone who says random stuff daily on twitter - I'm an erotica writer, who blogs for the hop hop world and does marketing for national companies; I have A LOT going on in my world, lol. Ya NEVER know what you may see me twitt about. 1 moment it's something sex related, next min its hip hop related and then I post something that shows my true brilliance; I can not say the same for James Andrews (@keyinfluencer).

Many of you may know him as a spokesman for the talented actor, Hill Harper. He is always informative and sometimes his twitts are funny (the best one's came during his recent road trip w/ his BEAUTIFUL family, lol). He twitted "True confession but I'm in one of those towns where I scratch my head and say "I would die if I had to live here!" in reference to his time in Memphis, TN and it was taken out of context that had him facing emails from Vice Presidents and etc from Fed Ex, along with Memphis residents. Not only did they take his message out of context, but they attacked his work ethic. You see, Fed Ex is a client of his 9-5 and they felt someone in his position should not have made such comments on a social media site.

Shankman.com reallyyyyyyyyyy went over board with the post, belittling a man who is a community leader, a role model, great father and exceptional husband does not deserve such attacks. Fed Ex reaching out to him can change the way we use our social sites, even the horrific blog post and comments. It's not even about freedom of speech, these people are asking for respect but yet they attack him. I ask that any & all show their support to this wonderful man, i don't know much about him beyond the twitts, blogs, and his facebook interaction but he is NOT the monster people have made him to be & it saddens me.

James replied in his own post (thekeyinfluencer.com). The Mrs. post was BRILLIANT!! (funkidivagirl.com).

Here is a comment I left him, it pretty much sums up how I feel:
Honestly, rather you made a comment about the City in general or because of a situation; I felt the messages and comments are a tad over the top. Just because of your career you aren’t allowed to share your personal feelings and thoughts? You are human, correct?

The mention of of them paying your company so much money is like them saying they own you and your mind. You did not speak negative of FedEx itself, you made a general comment after business hours.

It saddens me that something so simple blew up into such a fashion, you’re a well respected man and highly admired. I hope this situation doesn’t cause you to separate from the relationships you’ve built on twitter thus far. Through this social media, you have shared a lot with us, but of course the wonderful things you have done are overlooked. I appreciate you taking time to address the situation but just know not everyone is as simple minded and shallow as those who left comments - you are indeed a KEY INFLUENCER!!

- CathrynMarie

smh @ "@keyinfluencer Nice try at backpedaling, however it comes across as somewhat insincere. Many of us saw this tweet and are offended." lesliepete

BART Shooting: Change Comes When WE Change

2009-01-10T08:41:00.004-06:00

Another speaker, who identified himself as Neder Bey, demanded the arrest of the BART officer involved in the shooting and told the board that if protesters "want to riot and tear up the city, I say God bless them."

There are very few tragedies and deaths that "get to me"; call me heartless or whatever, but its true. As I am VERY disappointed and sorry for the loss of the Bay Area man who was killed, I am distraught at the communities behavior. The eighth largest city in the Unites States is being destroyed by it's OWN people, by the people who have to live day to day. Minorities are labeled negatively because of actions like this.

"Neder" (Nedir) Bey (obviously one of Yusef Bey's 500 children) is saying it's okay for for the city to be torn up - HUH? What are they going to gain by it being torn up? They lose more than anything, if one really thinks about it.

I am indeed an Oakland, California born & raised native, although if someone asks me I say Berkeley or Suisun is my home town. It's where I went to Jr. High & High School, and where most of my memories are. But don't get it twisted, when I moved back to Cali from Detroit in 2000, I resided right in the heart of West Oakland in 2001 and held a a position with the City of Oakland for 3 years; Oakland IS home. My grand father has owned an apartment complex and laundry mat on 35th & Fruitvale for YEARS; yeah, FRUITVALE, the area where all of this dismay has taken place.

Memories of growing up in the area and my many BART rides flooded my mind and it makes me very, very sad. The BART is easily the best public transportation service in the world, sorry it is! There have been MANY a times where I just rode the BART to clear my head & enjoy a nice ride. The number of cities you can ride through on the system is unbelievable. Oakland, San Fran, Berkeley, Pittsburgh, San Jose, etc..When I go home I never have anyone pick me up from the airport because I a honestly miss the BART system and would rather take the BART shuttle from the airport, tot he Coliseum BART station, ride that to El Cerrito or Richmond and either stay in that area or hop on Amtrak via the Richmond station and continue my trip to either Suisun or Sacramento. THE BART IS THE BEST SYSTEM EVER!!

This week they had to shut down the Downtown Oakland and Fruitvale stations, can you imagine the number of people effected by this? When I worked for the City, catching the BART was the only way I wanted to get to 14th street and now you're telling me because of mindless persons, others had to suffer? This violence, not only by the heartless cop, but also by the community, is giving Oakland AND the BART a bad rep. There are ways to be voice-ful without tearing your hometown up. I just can't wrap my brain around what these people are thinking. I'm on message boards and people are laughing at what they did earlier the day of the riots - why?!! What is even the purpose of this so called protest? REALLY? Why are you in the streets? Why are you smashing car windows and burning cars? WTF are you trying to solve?

Everyone wants to credit Obama being in office as a time to change the world, along with African Americans feeling it will help them be viewed in a different light by the races (people) who belittle them but Obama (his example) can't save you when people are continuing to act in such a manner. And not just African Americans though, the Mexican community as well, after all, the Mexican population had a higher turn out than Blacks. East Oakland is flooded with Mexicans and Blacks and this is what they are doing int he so called year of change.

People need to stop over analyzing shit, like seriously. Yeah, yeah, yeah - white people hate blacks..yeah, yeah, yeah - the cops kill unarmed black people, etc etc! Hellooooooooooooooooo!! You're doing dumb shit like this and it STICKS in people's mind. There will never be a day where there is NO violence but if people to the time to think WHY we are looked upon in a negative way, they cab make a REAL change; self change. It's a circle that will probably never be broken. You may not agree and feel there is a conspiracy instead of realizing the problem are our actions, but oh well..lol...I'm speaking for myself because right now, I am indeed VERY happy I am not living in Oakland, California anymore. And I'll be the first to say that I get easily depressed when I go home - no one is doing anything with themselves but sitting on the same corners and porches they sat on since JUNIOR HIGH! Come on!!! After watching this, I have NO plans to rush home, seriously...

(read the posted comment in the comment section - a convo between me and a good friend)

I can't help but refer to my post about "having some Berkeley in your life", Berkeley, Cali residents would NEVER tear their city up like this and they are KNOWN for having protests often. East Oakland residents, defiantly need some Berkeley in their live Stop the violence, you aren't helping the situation, you're only contributing to the problem.

Why in the sam hell is he playing this music while showing us a heartbreaking situation? WAKE UP Moron, you're not helping the cause!!

First Blog in 09! :)

2009-01-05T18:27:00.004-06:00

It's 2009, another year and I must say I am excited to see what this year has in store for me. My son graduates Elementary and will be stompin w/ the Jr High Kids by the end of the year; it is indeed a blessing. He is a blessing himself, the boy is smart as all shits & he is not bad, silly but not bad lol. He is a positive person and befriends people of ALL ages, lol..amazing young MAN.

Let's see what's new? Hmmm, started 09 still single, lol. I actually halfway started talking to someone and he made me smile like NO tomorrow. Since Thanksgiving I had been very depressed and my first true sunshine came with his kind words and gestures. As usual, I gave him a hard time when he first started flirting with me, I overlook stuff like that because I don't want to be bothered, but he peeled back a few layers and made his way in. Unfortunately that seems to be over, lol. I mean, it's like he stopped all of the cute things that had me interested in him and then he is standoffish. I ask him about himself and he is just like, "I'll tell you when we spend time together"..my question is, when is that going to be? lol He made comments about doing so but it stopped. After this weekend he probably thinks I'm bi-polar, lol, I hit him with hella shit but its because I let my wall down a LOT for him; I guess he just doesn't know what his kindness meant to me & the affect it had on me. I didn't want to get too mushy on him but yea, he did something to me. He intrigued me a lot (in MANY ways, if ya know what I mean, lol) and we have a lot in common. Our field is similar and I saw me helping him out & vise versa; not to mention I told my friends about him..yea, I was geeked lol. I've done the usual, pushed him away and normally I never go back on my word but it's been hard to not talk to him but whatever! I've been through so much and haven't let anyone near me in a min, he did his magic on me but I think it was for nothing; in the end, I started 09, single LOL...

As previously stated, I have been in the slumps since Thanksgiving, not too happy. I've had the urge to just leave TX - shits WHACK!! Christmas I spent in the hospital due to heart failure and someone stole my money while I was there (geesh). I'm okay now, did my little three days in the hospital and was released, been taking it easy since I got out. I will say, they fed a sista pretty good while in there lol. I think getting out & taking it easy it what opened me up wide open for ole buddy..damn, I'm missin his ass now LOL..Anyway, I want to again thank everyone who called, texted, emailed, twitted and sent prayers, it is/was MUCH appreciated! I'm doing okay and I promise Ihave been doing all I can to make sure the blood flows through my ticker okay, lol. I haven't been eating too many burgers and other fatting food...Not trying to be like this again:

On a brighter note, I've gained 15 pounds since September/October and it's in the RIGHT places, LOL. I don't even look 142 but yet I am. My clothes fit different, some I fill out more, others I can't fit at all..But hey, I think I like this weight thing (shout out to Shay-Tay, lol my fellow Slim-Thickum)

I hadn't written in a minute, so I wanted to take the time to update my blog. I'll leave you with a two quotes I plan to live by this year:

I won't let things I don't know intimidate me, I will take the time to learn what i don't know.

In Line, On Time, In 0-9!

Aiight, Gossip Girl time! ohhh, peace and blessings to my Jigga Juice..he recently was hospitalized as well and I'm happy he is doing better. I was worried about him but he is doing better and I thank GOD my good friend is able to send me mean texts every day again, LOL

TOP 10 BEST CHRISTMAS GIFTS EVER!!! by Wil Sylvince

2008-12-16T22:14:00.003-06:00

This post is one of the reason's why I LOVE, LOVE, LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE Wil Sylvince

HARD TIMES ARE COMING TO YOUR TOWN!

This Christmas many of us will feel the recession heat and and force us to decide on what to buy and how much to spend on Christmas gifts. You should get something that's easy on the pockets while at the same time very useful to the receiver. Don't buy gifts that are going to cause tension between you and your landlord. But then there's nothing worse than when you receive a gift from someone that's totally useless and shitty and they scowl back "it's the thought that counts..." I'm thinking "what the fuck were you thinking about!?!"

So I compiled a MY TOP 10 COST EFFECTIVE and USEFUL GIFTS for this Christmas and even many more to come..

Legend
PRICE: How much it'll cost you
USEFULNESS: How useful it might be- V= Very Useful, SW= Somewhat Useful, FG= make them Feel Good
ALTERNATE: An alternate or compatible gift
WHO: Who can you give it to- E= Everyone, CU= Computer Users, PwLSE= People with Low Self esteem
RATING: over all rating from 1 to 10. With '1' is not so great and '10' is really great.

MY TOP 10 COST EFFECTIVE and USEFUL GIFTS
10. Toilet Paper: Everybody needs it. You show me someone who doesn't need toilet paper and I'll show you someone who's full of shit. And if they don't use it, then you'll be improving their life by helping them clean out their shitty lives. If they say they have toilet paper, you reply "you’ll eventually run out."

Price per: 10¢- $1
Usefulness: V
Alternate: Handi Wipes
Who: E
Rating: 10

9. e-Card: An electronic Christmas card via email, web site, or social networking sites is a great gift to give someone who's always on-line, who doesn’t like to socialize in person, or who can't talk to you unless it's on-line. Also it's for anybody you don't wish to look in the face when you don't have an actual physical gift to give them. Plus it's free, it's quick, and you can send many with just one click of the mouse. You can be as creative as you want in a way that you can't do with pre-made store bought cards. Before someone can say "damn you couldn't at least get me a real card?!?" You write to them in the e-card "I'm going green this year. Did you know Christmas cards destroy thousands of trees and rain forests every year! So this is my gift to you and the earth." And if they don't appreciate it then they don't care about mother earth...they're selfish- fuck 'em!

Price per: $0
Usefulness: SW -Great for the planet
Alternate: Text message
Who: CU & PwLSE
Rating: 8

8. Dollar Store: With about 10 dollars you can probably get the family, friends, and even the boss a very cheap-ass and useful gift! And if you're nice like me, you can knock them all out in just one aisle of shopping! Then head over to Sears, Macy's, or Best Buy, steal price tags, and replace them with the ones on your dollar gifts.

YOU: "Merry Christmas!" (hand over the gift)
THEM: "Thank you! WOW! An 89 dollar toilet paper roll?!?"
YOU: "Yes, only the best for your ass!"

If you don't want to be bothered wondering what they want or don't want give them a 'Dollar Store Gift Certificate'. If you like you can only put one or two dollars on the plastic card but you don't have to write real amount on the paper card jacket. Do like I did to Patrice Oneal. Purchase a one dollar card and write "$100.00" on the paper card jacket. When they go to the check out counter with all the shit they selected, let them and the cashier sort that shit out.

CASHIER: OK, the total is $100 plus tax is $108. Now subtract your gift card.....so you owe $107.
THEM: Oh damn. I'm going to put some stuff back.
CASHIER: How much stuff
THEM: 99 items.

Price per: 10¢- 99¢ (tax varies from state to state)
Usefulness: V (depends on what you get)
Alternate: Another aisle or 'Dollar Store Gift Certificate'
Who: E
Rating: 8

7. Compliment: Pay them a nice hearty good compliment that always make people feel good about themselves. It boosts their self esteem, makes them feel good, cheers them up, reassures their reason for existence, and sometimes the right compliment can even make their whole day! The best compliments are what I call 'tag team complimenting' or 2 or 3 compliments in one.

THEM: "Merry Christmas" (They hand you a gift)
YOU: "Thank you! WOW! That lovely shirt really brings out your beautiful eyes!"

If you're a guy complimenting another guy just 'gay it down' by complimenting their car, girlfriend, or how great they are at Madden.

Price per: $0
Usefulness: FG
Alternate: Compliment something they're working on or their choice in mates
Who: E & PwLSE
Rating: 5

6. Re-wrap an Old Gift: Take last years shitty gift someone gave to you, re-wrap it, and give it to someone else. One man's junk is another man's treasure. When you give them the re-wrapped gift say, "I didn't know what to get you. So I hope you like it." That will set them up to appreciate the re-wrap gift. Most would reply "I'm sure I'll love it." Just remember who gave you the gift last year so you don't end up giving it back to them, otherwise it'll be a bit awkward. But then again maybe not:

THEM: "Hey I gave this to you last year...!"
YOU: "This year is a touche' Christmas" (just walk away)
-OR-
YOU: "This year is a green Christmas" (just walk away)

Price per: $0
Usefulness: SW
Alternate: Re-wrap something in your home you don't need anymore & tell them you got them something from the vintage store!
Who: E
Rating: 7

5. Hug: A nice warm hug is sometimes all what's needed to make someones Christmas wonderful and whole. Sometimes a hug will help take that person away, to another place, one that's quiet, peaceful, makes them forget their problems, their bills, bad-ass kids, landlord, pathetic ass job, and if good enough they'll forget that you didn't get them a Christmas gift. Keep hugging until they do. Most of my friends call me the 'Hug-King'. I will hug a girl till she's pregnant!

Price per: $0
Usefulness: FG
Alternate: Let them cry on your shoulder
Who: E -Keep it short with kids and the same sex if your a dude
Rating: 4

4. Bump them up on your social networking sites: For most of us myspace is a way of keeping in touch with friends and family or promoting something. But for many others they take myspace entirely too serious. And for those people adding them to your top friends list or bumping them up closer to that number 1 spot might be the best Christmas gift they ever received!

THEM: "Merry Christmas, here's your gift" (they hand you a gift)
YOU: "Thank you. And here's my gift to you..." (walk over to your computer)
THEM: "WOW! You got me a computer?"
YOU: "Nope, even better! Do you notice anything different about my top 8 friends?"
THEM: "OH SHIT!!!! I'm number 5!!! I love you! You're the greatest!!!"

You may get a few that question why they're not in the top 3, you reply "hey, my dog, girl, Chocolate Cinnabunz, Angelina Jolie, and Tom comes first!"

Price per: $0
Usefulness: FG
Alternate: send them an HTLM comment
Who: CU & PLSE
Rating: 9

3. Music Playlist: Music makes the world go round, regardless of the culture, race, religion, or group people love it. In fact we listen to it in the morning, in our cars, on the train or bus, super markets, it's in the movies we watch, video games we play, we exercise with it, comedians come out to it, TV shows go off to it, and it's even in some elevators we ride for a short time. Some people have it on their social networking page and expect you to listen to it when you visit. One of my myspace friends has one of the best playlist on her page Shownine ( www.myspace.com/shownine ). Sometimes I leave her page open so the music can play in the background and I use another window to surf the net! So a great gift to give is to offer your own musical play-list suggestions! And if' you're feeling a bit frugal you can even burn them a CD!

Here's my Play-list that someone will get under their tree:
1. "Funny Face"- by Donna Fargo
2. "I'm Not in Love"- by 10CC
3. "Coward Of The County" -by Kenny Rodgers
4. "Bitches Aint Shit" - Dr. Dre
5. "Think of Laura"- by Christopher Cross
6. "Afternoon Delight" - by Starland Vocal Band
7. "That Girl Is A Slut" -by Just-Ice
8. "Lose Yourself" - by Eminem
9. "You Are My Starship" - by Norman Connors
10. "Big Pimpin'" - by Jay Z
11. "All I Do" -by Stevie Wonder
12. "How Much I Feel" - by Ambrosia
13. "All My Life" - by K-Ci & Jojo
14. "You're the Reason God Made Oklahoma" - by David Frizzell & Shelly West
15. "La Di Da Di" -by Slick Rick & Dougie Fresh
16. "Gotta Get You Home Tonight" - by Eugene Wilde
17. "Do You Believe in Magic" - by Randy Vanwarmer
18. "Flashing Lights" - by Kanye West
19. "My Rollercoaster" - by Kimya Dawson
20. "Road To The Riches" by Kool G Rap & DJ Polo
21. "Bring It Home To Me" - by David Elliot
22. "Little Red Corvette" - by Prince
23. "Treat 'Em Like A Prostitute" -by Slick Rick & Dougie Fresh
24. "I Never Loved a Man" - by Maria Doyle

Price per per: $0 Or 49¢ if you decide to burn them a CD
Usefulness: V (if they happen to like the same type of music)
Alternate: Mixed Tape or bootleg CD
Who: E except for the hearing impaired
Rating: 9

2. Obama Obama Obama!!!: Right now everybody has Obama-fever....Obama this, Obama that! People are buying Obama merchandise like hot cakes.. I even came up with some of my own 'Obama products' which has not yet been released..

My Obama inventions:
-Obama Umbrellas
-an Obama Dance (Jamaicans will most likely create it)
-Nike Air Obamas (In all White & Black on the inside- is the White House version. In all Black & White on the inside is the mix race version)
-Obama Sweat-Suit on the back of the top it says "I am running for the White House"
-Obama shades
-Obama Hybrid Car - It says "Yes We Can!" on the side
-Obama Thongs - On the front it reads "Obama kill'd the Bush"
-Obama Value Meal at...(any fast food joint)

You can give a gift with anything Obama on it and people will love it! In fact if you can't afford the authentic stuff then create your own. Just get a white tee shirt, with a Sharpee, sign it "Barack H. Obama", and tell them you went to a rally and got Barack himself to sign the shirt. Most people won't even check the authenticity and more won't even wear the shirt. They'll put it in a glass box frame!

Price per: $4- $15 (depends on the quality of the shirt)
Usefulness: V
Alternate: Something authentic from the Obama site: www.barackobama.com
Who: E (but mostly Democratics and blacks)
Rating: 10

1. Nothing!: That's right you give them nothing! And when they give you a Christmas gift don't even reply "Oh I didn't get you anything..." Nope, just smile, take it, say thanks, and walk away.. If they want to end the friendship all because you didn't give them anything then you don't need them. And what a great way to start the new year without their fake-ass-full-of-shit-who-only give-just-to-receive-a-gift-sorry-ass! Jesus didn't only save the people who gave him gifts. There were millions of people who didn't give him a gift yet he still saved them. In fact the only ones we know that gave Jesus a gift were the 3 Wise Men.

Price per: 0
Usefulness: Can't do nothing with nothing!
Alternate: 2nd to none
Who: E
Rating: 10 (to you)

9 Shopping Days Left till you go broke because of Christmas!
Merry Christmas!

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For a Good Time Call CaT....

2008-12-14T16:31:00.007-06:00

Okay, I didn't too much celebrating but you get the point :) Work > Partying, sorry kids! But it is indeed official, I am one good year away from the BIG 3-0!! Sweet Baby Jesus!! First my son hits 10 and now this....

Blogging for Digi has been chill and I'm working with great people. This week however I was on the wrong end of some simple minded Manager of a WACK Artist. So week before last I'm asked to do a "Spotlight" on this artist - cool. We do spotlights once a week so I didn't rush to look at his info. His manager had hit me a few times on G Chat and Email asking if I needed anything else and I'm like naw, I'm good I have what I need. On the third day of getting his package and the email from Digiwaxx, I decide to take a listen to his music and read his bio *blankstare* NOTHING jumps out in his bio that is "spotlight" worthy and his music is BOO BOO! Lets not even get on the pics that were sent to me with him having hella money hanging out of his pockets and stuff - WACK!

Last Saturday I'm chilling with my baby cousin and I get an alert from my phone and it's the Manager hounding me about when I'm putting the post up..Gurrr..BITCH, it's Saturday night and I'm chillin w/ family, do you not know business hours? (FYI, I'm not calling him a bitch, thats just how my thing..) I tell him it will go up Monday and sure enough on Monday morning I wake up to an email asking me when is it going up! An email had to go out..I pretty much told them how rude they were and to never email me again, also that the post would go up that day as previously stated.

Let me backtrack some, as i said I wasn't feeling his music so I didn't want my name attached to the spotlight post, so I was told just to do an "Artist Review". Write a small bio, a few things about him (not his music) and post some of his tracks..NO PROBLEM!! I post it and email it to the Manager, he replies back saying I was rude with my earlier message and that the post is misleading. He asked me to post the bio "as is", the way he sent it and to put all of the pictures up along with his mixtape music..BOY SIT DOWN! I didn't even reply, I just left it alone, cause it was a favor and it didn't have to be done,meaning he don't run shit..LOL

I thought I deleted him from my G Chat list and I posted a status that said something about "this wack manager hitting me about his wack artist & it being problems if he hit me again"..He saw it and wasn't happy *doh* lmao:

HIM: are you serious?

me: like seriously, Im so not in the mood for you, really....I apologize for u seeing my status, I thought I blocked you..that is very rude of me, so I apologize for that...but seriously..u have given me gray hairs lately and Im just not interested right now...again, I apologize 4 u having to view my status....

HIM: dont worry i call CL tommorrow

me: please do..thank u..please be sure to include how u have harassed me for the past 4 days while I was sick and was nvr given the opportunity to post ur review...u wanted it up in such a rush before my getting the proper information on how to post the mp3 tracks & ure still complaining....I wrote what i was told to write, the exact format I was instructed to write.

Success: you werent harassed.

me: I wasnt? sweetie, yes I was..Im w/ my fam this weekend & ure hitting me....after business hrs, ure hitting me..thats not harassing?

Instead of calling CL, he hit up Boss Lady that night with an email saying to hit him back asap and that i was rude. he also told her to take the post down, redo it, send it to him first before reposting it so that he can approve it and then post it up..BITCH, you ain't tunning this..LOL She lets him know I wasn't feeling the music and what have you and of course the post is a favor. Tells him we don't work like that, where he approves a post first and so on and so on. Needless to say the post was taken down and we heard nothing else from him.

I didn't have to hear from him because two days later, I start getting phone calls and text from men saying they heard I give great head..LOL..at first I thought it was a friend texting me who had a new number and was playing on my phone until Sincere in Brooklyn called me talkin about he was coming to Houston on Saturday and wanted to hook up! "BOY, BYE!!" Then it hit me, "Is my # on craigslist??" So I call Mr. BK back & ask him how he got my number. He said it is posted ALL over WSHH, so I go to the site and see this:

CALL CATHRYN FOR THE BEST PUSSY IN HOUSTON AT 832.884.4690 SHE CAN SUCK THE FUCK OUTTA YA DICK..

Well, the head game is pretty fucking amazing so he didn't lie..LOL....Mayne, all I could do was LAUGH! I'm 99.99% sure it was the Manager, I haven't pissed anyone off this week to be so childish, not to mention the way my number is typed with the periods in between is how my signature is on my email, which leads me to suspect that he cut and pasted it; most people use dashes, not periods.

I started playing right along with these big dummies that started calling and texting me. I got a few pictures and was going to post cocks on the net but I'm actually too lazy to do all of that lol. They are some horny toad as men who just want a good time, men who probably pay for pussy. The funniest call was the guy who called to "Warn" me on the 2nd day. He told me about my number recent;y being posted (yes, dude did this at least 2 days in a row, lol) and then asked what I looked like LOL. I told him 5'2, 325 and he knew I was lying, so he then asked "well is it true?" BOY, BYE! LMAOOOOOO!

Okay this has gotten kinda long, so I'm going to end it by saying to my friends who know how I usually spend my bday, celebrating life with an HIV test and making awareness of the importance of knowing your status, I wasn't able to do so this year. Ms. Pam is at a different location now & working these real people hours have prohibited me from doing so. BUT, I did have one in Oct and I know my status, so I very much encourage you all do go out and still get tested. THANKSSSSSS!!

ps - I didn't mention dudes name cause I REFUSE to promote him :)

Cadillac Records Review

2008-12-05T12:37:00.002-06:00

Previously posted on Digiwaxx.com/blog by CathrynMarie

On Monday night, Digiwaxx had the GREAT pleasure of viewing “Cadillac Records” at a screening in Houston, Texas; Solange Knowles also sat in and watched. If Beyonce hadn’t gone on Oprah and said that she was only in the end of the movie, I would have really thought that the movie was an Etta James movie that she starred in - its how the previews and such come across. Digiwaxx advice’s everyone to listen to Beyonce and not count on the media - she did a GREAT job, however.

I enjoyed “Cadillac Records” so much because of the informative history of music that I walked away with - actually learning that a Field Slave is sole person who contributed to the what music has become now, being apart of integration of man kind, was therapeutic. Of course, Chuck Berry, broke the barriers with his music but if it weren’t for Muddy Waters, ex Field Slave and first artist on Chess Records, who knows what music would be like.

Chess Records was a start up label by Leonard Chess in Chicago. First artist on the roster was the great Muddy Waters, one of the greatest bluesmen of all time, no one played the guitar better than Muddy. Muddy, along with Little Walter, Willie Dixon and Howlin Wolf took the world by storm with their sound Blues sound before Rock & Roll Legend, Chuck Berry, was signed and contributed to chart topping numbers the Record Label often laid claim to. Becoming the first female on the roster, Etta James accompanied the talent men and demanded her respect, as she to made chart topping music. It’s hard to believe that seven people are responsible for the definition of great music, not excluding The Rolling Stones (the history behind how they got started is amazing) and The Beach Boys (another jaw dropping story).

Being careful not to ruin the movie, I want to encourage everyone who has a great appreciation of music to go view this movie. If you’re one of those people who refuse to see it because “Beyonce is in it it”, she LITERALLY does not show up on the screen until an hour into the movie, with 45 mins remaining. Mos Def was amazing, pure COMEDY and talent. Beyonce’s performance is also one to be credited, she really showed emotion and became Ms. Etta James. Eamonn Walker (Kareem of OZ) as Howlin’ Wolf was so realistic and you can’t leave out Ced The Entertainer, who has a huge role in the movie. Gabrielle Union, also stars in the movie and has a nice role. Academy Award Winner, Adrien Brody and Emmy, Global Global & Tony winner, Jeffrey Wright are the true stars of this movie. I personally plan to go see it again, and I again, encourage everyone to go see it. PLEASE be sure to read the closing captions, you will be taken aback with the ending information you will read. Oh & Q Tip is in it!!

Cadillac Records is in theaters on December 5, stop by the official website for the movie http://www.sonypictures.com/movies/cadillacrecords and listen to some of the soothing tunes. The Official Soundtrack is being distrubuted through Sony Music, to be released on December 2, includes music from Beyonce Knowles, who has recorded five songs for the soundtrack, including a cover version of Etta James’ “At Last” as its lead single. Mos Def, Jeffrey Wright, Columbus Short (Little Walter), and Eamonn Walker recorded songs for the soundtrack, and Raphael Saadiq (his new album is a MUST BUY), Solange Knowles, Mary Mary, Nas, Buddy Guy and Elvis Presley also appears on the album. The soundtrack will be released in single- and double-disc editions.

Semi Rant....

2008-12-05T09:51:00.003-06:00

I just feel like venting/ranting...

So today it is cold as all shits! No, REALLY! It's COLD!!

Tomorrow I will be spending time w/ my 2nd favorite person in life, Baby Miles :)

The other day I was reminded why I am single...Conversation below:

HIM: Wow what u just told me brought a smiile to my face and now I have my homeboys spreadin the word party at the skybar thanx to u!! U r awesome!

CaT: So I call u out the blue, when clearly u should showing me more attn since u claim 2 like me so much, I ask 2 take out 4 a drink 4 ur bday with the possible intention 2 spend time with u & celebrate my bday as well. U say ull hit me back but instead called ur friends 2 set up a big party @ the spot I invited u 2, showing an interest and its a good thing? Wow! How about u jst enjoy ur fri night w/ the boys Mr John, I totally give up.

HIM: Nooooooooooo!!!!!! Please don't take it like that I really want to spend time with u!!!!!! U have made me so happy!!!! It will be our night I promise!!!!

First of all, how often does a chick just randomly ask to take a dude out for drinks? Let alone for his bday. Not to mention we aren't dating and BARELY talking *blink* You want to invite your whole posse out? NINJA PLEASE!

After begging and pleading, we are going out tonight..LOL

So, I have no problem with people sending me music to review but yo..enough of the zshare and whatever links. I don't download music. If your music is trash I don't want to have it on my pc...get it, got it? GOOD!!

Did I mention that I am cold?

Oh, so when did having manners be a bad thing? This PASTOR gives me a hard time everyday because he hates my speech. SORRY, but my Pops and Grand Mother instilled "Yes, Please", "Thank You, Kindly", "My Apologizes" etc! GET OVER IT!

Rev Run's daily emails of wisdom are rather encouraging

Lil Cease on twitter - wow! LOL www.twitter.com/lilcease

Bloggers vs Writers convo continues....Blogger = copy & paste w/ 2 cents added. Writers = if I have 2 explain what a writer is, shoot yourself now!

Check Me Out...

2008-12-05T09:38:00.000-06:00

ha - check me out as a guest blogger on Karrine Steffans web site :) I'm so cuteeeeee!!

http://twitcon.wordpress.com

iHate <==FUNNY!!

2008-11-27T15:12:00.004-06:00

I came across this video on facebook - the dark skinned dude, Blue, is buddies w/ my PVU babies - Dave, Steven & Cory. This shit is straight comedy - well at least Blue is. The other dude can sit down some where, LOL.

That Damn McDonald's Commercial

2008-11-21T22:00:00.004-06:00

McDonald has teamed up with "Don Lee" (of N2U) for their new *singing* commercial that already hit radio waves & tv stations this month. The commercial, which seems catchy and humerous, already has some mixed reviews from the audience, and does not seem to be a big hit in their books Source

McNuggets Love

(Guy)
I woke up and found you creepin
(Tick tock tick)
Oh girl I know your secret
(you dipin on me)
got them Mcnuggets lovin’
(You went to Mcdonalds?)
It just aint fair
Why can you, share your love with me?

(Girl)
Nice song! But your still not getting any of my cripsy juicy McNuggets.

(Boy)
Girl you got a ten piece, please dont be stingy…

DEAR DON LEE! PUT A MUTHAFONKIN SOCK IN IT ALREADY! OMG! IF YOU THINK I'M THE ONLY ONE THAT HATES YOUR VOICE - YOU NEED TO CHECK OUT THE GOOGLE SEARCH & COMMENTS HERE!!! UGH!!

Catch Me On DigiWaxx.com

2008-11-20T12:36:00.004-06:00

blog.digiwaxxmedia.com

A site that I respect & often refer Artists & DJs to be apart of, has graced me with the opportunity to post all over their site - YaY!

www.digiwaxx.com was introduced to me by Acie High, a local Houston Rapper (also UPN the Player winner and Brother of Acie Law of the Hawks) back in 2007 when I took on the position of doing Marketing for his Camp. I was highly impressed with the connections and feedback I would get back from DJs in the US & overseas. I can honestly say I am a TRUTHFUL testimony of the site and its MULTIPLE services and I am excited to have the opportunity to share my two cents.

What to expect:

Exclusive interviews
Tips
Music Reviews
Artist Shine....etc

I'm not a gossip blogger, so you won't get the latest gossip on who Kanye is boinking - at least not with my name next to it. I encourage all to check out, not on the blog, but the site overall. Become a member and take advantage of the industry people who take part of this amazing site!

blog.digiwaxxmedia.com
www.digiwaxx.com

Hopefully, I'll have my first post up by Monday!! The kinks are still being worked out!

New Chamillionaire ft Luda!

2008-11-12T22:53:00.007-06:00

Tonight on Twitter, Chamillionaire announced his new single was on his web site:

Download first song off of Venom "Creepin (solo)" featuring Ludacris on www.chamillionaire.com.

That's right, featuring LUDACRIS *side note* Luda will be in Houston next week - PARTY933.com. DAYUM, it JUST hit me, Luda will be in town TWO days before the 97.9 Car Show to do a PARTY event - do I smell a possible feature on the Boxx Stage? I've been saying that the Car Show is WACK but if my favorite Houston rapper, Cham, can pull off havin Luda on stage and do this hot new single - OH MY STARS! Man, I'm getting excited just thinking about it! *screams* Okay, I don't even know if it's going to happen, I'm just over thinking and wishing! I LOVE Luda & I LOVE me some Cham!

Chamillionaire - Creepin' (Solo) featuring Ludacris

Download Creepin - mp3
Mixtape Messiah 5 - November 23rd, Car Show day. Check out his SWAGGER LIKE US freestyle on his site or Download here - MP3

LOL @ this video

Mr. Funny Man

2008-11-09T17:39:00.006-06:00

Last Saturday night I get a phone call from my buddy, Wil Sylvince, he informs me that he was "near" my city the other day.

CaT: Oh, you were in Dallas, cool?
Wil: No, I said near your city, not in it. I was in Houston.
CaT: Wil, I STAY IN HOUSTON!!
Wil: Oh, yeah, I had a show out there on Tuesday.
CaT: *screams* WTF?? A SHOW WHERE?!
Wil: Bam Bou with Ali
CaT: *screams* WIL!! you're lying? I go to Bam Bou, was just there for Ali's bday last week. WHAT!?!?
Wil: I'm sorry, I thought you were in Dallas still

So yea, I was HOT!! Even more of a slap in the face is I called Ali in May & tried to work on getting Wil out here - SO HE AND HIS MANAGER KNOW I FUCKS W/ HIM!! Okay, I'm clam! :) I still love me some, Wil! I don't know how I came across this video on YouTube today, of him, but gosh he is funny :) LOL @ "You can't even write your writing!"

In case you missed him in Feb after Super Bowl on Def Comedy Jam - here he is!

Wil on MySpace --- Wil on Facebook --- Wil on YouTube ---Wil on Twitter

CathrynMarie - More Than Just a Cute Smile

2008-11-05T08:54:00.005-06:00

The other day I made a comment stating that I was blessed to have grown up in such a liberal and culture filled city such as Berkeley, California. I grew up around naked people, gays, goths, homeless persons, skate boarders, Whites, Blacks, Filipinos, Asians, etc. I grew up learning that you accept people as they are and not to judge them. Not to mention I went to the only school in the Nation with a complete African American studies department, Berkeley High School. Yes, I took Ki Swahili as my language of choice, African Haitian Dance, Black History, Black Male & Female Relationships and a host of other non conventional classes. It was also the place that I learned that our very FIRST President of the United States was NOT George Washington but was John Hanson and he was indeed an African American aka OUR FIRST AFRICAN AMERICAN PRESIDENT.

Over the course of this recent election process I have not shared the same joy most African Americans have - mainly because I didn't allow myself to get caught up in the hype of selecting him as my President because we had the same skin color. I already had it set in my mind that whom ever became the Dem nom that is who I was voting for - by my being open minded and not "taking sides" I never once bad mouthed any of the candidates, instead I listened to what each person had to say and know that majority of their issues were the same (mainly speaking of Hil & Obama). My enjoyment came from watching young African Americans race to get registered for the 1st time (with a slight disappointment) as well as older people voting for their first time. I may not have agreed with their reasons but I encourage them for taking advantage of their right to vote.

Tuesday night I made a few comments about getting text messages up the ass about Obama winning - NO SHIT SHERLOCK! I guess my "tone" was a bite much (lol, I was typing!) and someone questioned my being an Obama supporter or not. Truth is, I am HAPPY & very much OVERJOYED that we have a Black man in office BUT for reasons that our African American youth being able to grow up in a time where they can learn that dreams do come true & hopefully we can get them back on the right path. My 10 year old son has a positive role model that I encourage, instead of Dwayne Wade. I actually wrote this a couple of hours before watching The View on Wednesday and I must say - Sherri took the words right out of my mouth:

Now back to my getting blocked on Twitter:

@BossBeauty i jus blocked cathrynmarie because clearly she isn't clued in on the significance of tonight.. I cant stand ppl who dont support Obama!!

SERIOUSLY? Because I have my own opinion and thoughts, was never disrespectful or say said anything about my not being happy for him, I get blocked? Nott hat I care, I just found it funny. I'm not going to lie, the night of election people started bringing KiTTeE out via Twitter - I don't think the world is ready for KiTTeE. Cathryn Marie is nice and wholesome, leave me alone and enjoy it. Oh and FOR THE RECORD! I personally MYSELF went through and blocked baby girl - I had to go through TOO many followers to find her and remove her from following me; don't take my shine, Becky! I actually have no beef w/ Lil Mama - she's just a bit too negative for me - always snapping at someone or blocking someone if they don't agree with her. She needs some Berkeley in her life!

MrMarcusX: @CathrynMarie What makes you ashamed of being Black?!!! Self hatred is a disease. Seek nearest psycho ward.

That comment came after a joke shared w/ me and Cristal about my voting for Hillary! Even if I were a stand up Hil supporter - I'm less black because of it? Come on now - he actually got under my skin & I had to share a few choice of words with him. People are so judgemental and its SAD; I was BLESSED to grow up in Berkeley, Cali.

As I said earlier, my overall joy of this whole election experience are the numbers - people actually caring enough to go out and vote. I know I probably had people wondering where I stood with Obama, let me put your mind at ease NOW! I oversaw and put together, not one, not two, not three, but FOUR voter registration rallies at the mall I work for - yes, IN CHARGE! I kept it fair and contacted volunteers with each campaign but overall, I have done a lot of things with Houston for Obama. I've had so many Politicians at my shop throughout this whole experience - from DC to Cali to TX. They not only educated others on views of the party they supported but also encouraged voting in general. At one point, my shop sold, Born To Lead Obama shirts. Lets not even get on my SINGLE HANDED LY attempting to put together charter buses that would take people from the mall to poll locations on the 4th, something I contacted Houston for Obama about.

I make jokes and talk ish but it's who I am and because it was a NO BRAINIER to me. Why do I have to be all voice-ful on telling people to vote for Obama if they weren't even registered. How about start at point (a) and work yourself to (b) - in which I have done. It's the same way I constantly encourage people to get tested for HIV - as heavy as I am speaking on it, people assume I have HIV. NO DUMB ASS! Hell, I don't even know any one with HIV (to my knowledge). I took the education my BERKELEY High School nurse, Jacqueline (aka Jazzi JK aka Auntie Jazzi), instilled within me and felt it was worth encouraging others to know. It's not cool to be out here having sex all freely and not know if you have something. I get people are too scared to know, but its best to know than not to. I am tested a lot but majority of the time I am being a supportive friend to a first timer or some one nervous. It's funny how everyone through the course of the past 2 weeks got really excited about voting, their reaction reminds me of people who get a negitive HIV result back - it's easy to see that it was hteir first time. The question is why?

The guys over at Tomwars.com posted this link ww.inspot.org "It’s a site that helps you notify past sexual partners that you contracted an STD and they themselves might be in danger of being infected so they should get tested ASAP. The notification isn’t by telephone or by a face to face meeting on neutral ground. It’s by email."

Now that you've voted - it's time to get tested! Even if you strap up on a regular, remember it's not 100%. Accidents happen - I can honestly speak from experience, RECENT experience. Condom broke, morning after pill failed and got pregnant - nothing is 100%. - www.hivtest.org for more info.

"Tell Em Why You Mad, Son" Day

2008-11-02T18:14:00.004-06:00

I must say - Twitter has been kind of off of the hook this weekend with a lot of angry twitts! Ninja is just MAD! Although the back and forth bickering has been entertaining - its also disturbing!

I'm a believer that blogger, writing, etc heals the soul - reading over your thoughts sometimes clears your head and can be refreshing. I'd like to suggest that you guys join me tomorrow and post a "Tell Em why You Mad, Son" post! It's time for a clean slate - Obama will be selected into office and his whole campaign has been about CHANGE and HOPE, well I think it should start at home. Let that anger go and think about the new changes that are ahead with a clear head!

Its just a suggestion - I know today I read some things personally that made me mad and I was going to do a ramblings blog but after reading everyone's reaction behind Shakir's passing and not to mention being upset with J Hud's recent situation, we have gone through an emotional roller coaster. When folks go through something traumatic it is always suggested that Counseling is administrated. Be your own counselor and learn why you're so mad.

*disclaimer I know it should be "Tell Em Why YOU'RE MAD SON - for your proper English readers, but I'm just keepin up with the slang :)*

Just Vote!

2008-10-30T20:20:00.003-05:00

This morning I was watching "The View" and Sherri Shepard announced that she was still undecided. I was on twitter and posted said information - lets just say that the replies were something else.

duriechee @CathrynMarie Umm...is Sherri still black?

TheJennTaFur @CathrynMarie WHAT? I do not value her opinion at all but that really is surprising to me that there are still people who are undecided =(

mdsteelergal @cathrynmarie Ok, plz don't tell me that. I mean, I know this is petty, but her non-decisiveness is about to make me chg my VIEW of her! :-)

mdsteelergal @cathrynmarie I mean really. What more is there to know? Do you want to stay where we are, or move forward? Progression, not recession.

The replies above suggest that being a black woman, Sherri shouldn't be undecided & should just KNOW who to vote for. The last two are pretty wide open - suggesting possibly with only days left she should have some idea - which I can agree with. I do not however agree with everyone assuming every black person should be voting for Obama. It urks me that people talk to me like Obama is who I should be voting for - its like being in high school and having that peer pressure. (Please see SHERRI SHEPHERD IS THE DUMBEST BLACK WOMAN ON EARTH)

EyanJ @CathrynMarie i'm still undecided too

JDakar @CathrynMarie She's not the only one

I was someone who wasn't feelin Obama mainly because of this bull crap Robin Hood theory he has; take from the rich, give to the poor. Come on now - how does that show UNITY & HOPE? Obama "fans" say "the tax increase will only affect the upper class" - I live in a city where EVERYONE is tryin to GET IT. Everyone is in "the industry" - say you become that Puffy or that Jay Z - you worked your ass off to get there and now its taken away from you. People aren't thinking about his theories & what he is trying to do because he is some type of Rock Star. None of that money is going to you lower class people - yes YOU (lol).

TheflyGirl @rahiemshabazz Martin, Malcom, Rosa, Medger, Emmitt, Harriett, Nat, Thurgood, Sydney, Jackie...Enough reasons for you

Really? What in the hell has Obama done to put him in the category as these people? Hell, Jesse Jackson & Al Sharpton have fought for African American rights more than Obama has - what has he given back besides run for office? The people listed above were not politicians, they are people who have fought for black people. Obama's Robin Hood theory is NOT catering to any of the lower class - a class most of the people listed above took a stand for. *blink*

Ben Stein said it BEST last night while on Craig Ferguson show

I know I probably piss people off with my thinking - oh well. I mean, when it comes down to it I submitted by vote last Thursday (did I mention I voted along side Shane Battier of the Houston Rockets *woop*) & it was straight Democrat - I'm not rich, so its what I am. My boss, a lady who is very well in the upper class, stated that she was voting for Obama because she didn't want to be the one vote who didn't vote for the black man - this was stated after I asked her if she were worried about being taxed up the ass by the man who is Senator to the State w/ the highest tax (10.25%).

sugarlips I don't buy this "undecided voter" B.S. I think people are just afraid to voice their true opinion.

CathrynMarie @sugarlips I totally agree w/ that. the ? if who r u voting 4 is too public now & its pressure if ure not rollin w/ "majority"

sugarlips @CathrynMarie exactly. I think it's the answer to avoid the debate, cuz ppl can't keep their mouth shut

CathrynMarie @sugarlips very tru. Im tellin u, we grew up n an era when you nvr asked a woman her age or asked who someone is voting for. lmao

It's just days left to cast your vote, if you haven't already, don't let majority or pressure be your deciding factor. I am COMPLETELY proud of the change Obama has ignited thus far - rather it be people voting for the first time to vote him in or out, it is indeed a great accomplishment alone. McCain actually all that bad, I don't think he plans to be EXACTLY like Bush, but he may favor some likeness. He is placed in that box because he's a Republican and we were screwed by a Republican for 8 years.

Everyone says it, but I don't think they MEAN it - so I'm going to say it and MEAN it! WHOM EVER YOU VOTE FOR, IT DOESN'T MATTER! Just continue to keep this momentum going and get out there and vote. Don't let someone else get in your head and decide for you.

Defsounds God damn it, Why does everyone I meet think they're an Obama Campaign expert. STFU about it already <== that ish is sooo true, LOL.

Most of ya'll are "Joe The Plumber's" Stop frontin!

LOL @ Joe being a no show 2 the McCain rally today - had John lookin an ass.

“Joe’s with us today. Joe, where are you?” McCain called the into the crowd, “Where’s Joe? Is Joe here with us today? Joe, I thought you were here today (pause) All right, well, you’re all Joe the plumber, so all of you stand up and say – I thank you" - John McCain - source

Everything Chamillionaire

2008-10-29T22:56:00.004-05:00

My homie E, over at bgdboom.blogspot.com is havin "HATER" difficulties - I know he would probably be posting this right now, but until he gets back up, I'm going to go ahead & post it here! Cause the world needs to know - true we don't get the same people readin our blogs but hey, I have learned that my blog is viewed by more Houstians than I thought, LOL. :)

Shout out to my Favorite Houston Rapper - Chamillionaire. Here is a bulletin he just posted a few moments ago - I think I need to be n SA this weekend, LOL.

Paul Wall, Cham & Trae

You can hear a new exclusive song with Lil Keke, Lil Flip, Trae, Big Pokey, & Trae on J-MAC's Blackplanet page by logging on to the link below...

http://www. blackplanet. com/your_page/videos/view. html?vid=2797085

Chamillionaire & Famous will be back in San Antonio for TONY PARKER'S "GAME TIME LIVE 09 Tournament this sunday.

The winner will recieve $500 dollars and will get to play spurs all-star Tony Parker Live. Team Tony ( Tony Parker, Manu Ginobli, Tim Duncan, Robert Horry, Michael Finley, Bruce Bowen) will compete against Team Chamillionaire ( Chamillionaire, Question, Bun B, Play & Skillz, Baby Bash, Paul Wall)

Special invited guests: Luda, Paula Deanda, Megan Goode, Big Gemini, Lauren London, Trey Songz, Christina Millian, ..and more.....

This event is open to the Public. SEE YOU THERE!!

I think I'm going to start a new blog and call it EVERYTHING CHAMILLIONAIRE - I don't think you guys understand how much I love this dude! Today, on his blog he posted some shit that had me dying!

Party Like a BARACKSTAR ....

If you can PLEAAAAASE go out and VOTE on or BEFORE ...NOV 4TH.......DON'T SAY YOU WILL AND THEN NOT VOTE.......in the words of Slim Thugga YOU TRASH if you do that....

Here are some responses to recently asked questions....

I didn't say I HATE Mcain supporters...I was using Mcain supporters with a lot of HATE in them as an example of something that bothers me....

NO I don't cosign or support Barack....because he's BLACK....I support him because I believe he is the best choice......I have been watching this election for a long time before it was even popular to most people and have managed to form my own opinion....im not undecided like I was during the early stages of the Hillary vs. Barack campaign..... aint knockin anyone for havin their own opinion....

Yes I think KOBE is and will be better than Michael .....thats my opinion though....

Yes I think the use of online video and the growth of mobile camera phones has turned the music world into really ENTERTAINMENT with a capital E .... Youtube got Rap lookin' like WWF.....its amazing how much back and forth goes on within video blogs.... Crazy.

Yes I meant what I said about Houston (and a fight go with that...*Pimp C tone RIP). Someone told me that some people didn't take my response to the "IS HOUSTON DEAD" question too kindly but ......... So What!! If you mad about my opinion then GET IN LINE behind whoever else is......

NO... im not dissin anyone on part 5 ......aint nothin significant happened for me to have to diss someone......and I ain't lookin forward to havin to do anything like that........But thats all ima say about that because I don't want anyone to get it confused like I wont come with it at a moments notice if provoked...

No....There will be no more "ROLL CALLS" and no more "ANSWER MACHINE" songs on future ones..... all new ideas on the next....

Please don't spam my email with any nasty messages ....im pretty sure there are nosey people at the label that have access to this page.....even though I read the messages I would bet that im probably not the only one reading them.... I could change the passcode but aint really nothin to hide so I dont care... I never respond to them anyways....and to people I do respond to ....I might go back and forth with you a couple times but I cant be holdin everyday conversations ....I aint got that much time to be goin back and forth with people....well not until I put up chamillionaire.com (Dont ask because when I feel like its ready is your answer)

Peace......yall know the number.... 832.514.4730

And for everyone overseas I have international numbers also....

United Kingdom - +442030514121

Spain - +34911878054

Italy - +390662207197

France - +33170612713

Ill give ya'll more information and announce the date for Mixtape Messiah 5 next week....

CLIT CHRONICLES RETURN: Long Distance Affair

2008-10-26T19:59:00.004-05:00

CLIT CHRONICLES RETURN: Long Distance Affair
by: CathrynMarie
www.myspace.com/clitchroniclesbycathryn

TO ALL NEW READERS OF MY EROTICA STORIES, THEY ARE INDEED FICTION & I GET IDEAS FROM EVERY DAY PEOPLE IN EVERY DAY CONVERSATIONS. THIS NEW ONE IS NO DIFFERENT, IT IS INDEED FICTION, IF YA DON'T BELIEVE ME, JUST ASK THE GUY WHO ITS ABOUT! HA! JK :)

It started out as something casual has turned into something favorable and exciting. The distance between states hasn’t seemed to be an issue, in fact I am okay with it because the time apart has given me the opportunity to get to know you and miss you more. Not to mention flying out to different locations to meet up and enjoy one another’s company has been adventurous.

Our first trip to Los Angeles, you surprised me with a knock at my hotel room door as I was getting dressed to go out and dance. Admiring you from the peep hole in your gray suit turned me on. Your light skinned complexion and alluring eyes drew me in and left me stuck on my tippy toes for seconds longer than I should have. Opening the door in a rush and running back into the bathroom, I was not fully dressed and was not completely sure that you seeing me in such an enticing position would be smart. You yelled for me to come out and moments later, granting your request I was fully dressed and greeted you with a hug. Not wanting to waste anytime, I grabbed my purse and insisted we head out – you had other plans though.

Suggesting that we have a few drinks in your room before heading out, I appeased you as we walked down to your room. Once entering your room, you pulled 5 pint size bottles of Belvedere from the inside of your suit jacket and proceeded to give me one while placing the others on the dresser and then continued to get undressed in an effort to put on something more comfortable for the club. Awaiting you to complete this switching of clothes, I found myself engaging in a great conversation with you – learning more about you. Within this conversation you mentioned that you were a Capricorn and I made a joke that I was wearing my Capricorn thong that night, although I am a Sagittarius. It had to be the Beleve kicking in because if I were in my right frame of mind, I would have known that such reference would only suggest an invite for you to see – of course you wanted to see. Standing over me as I sat on the edge of the bed, not only did you lift my white skirt up and look at my black based, white printed Capricorn thong, your right hand took a journey past my thong as your index & middle finger slide it to the side, allowing your ring finger to roam across the skin of my kittee. Swaying your finger back and forth, rubbing my clit, I could do nothing but relax and enjoy the sensation that was coming over my body. Opening my legs further apart for you, it was then that you took it upon yourself to move In closer & lower so that you could bless Ms. Kittee with tender kisses on her lips. Lying back completely on the bed now, I guided for you to take my panties of completely as I savored the moment. With my panties off, it was as if you were free to explore all of my love below, grabbing my legs and hicking them up with your forearms, you pulled me into your face and buried it deep inside of her. I could feel your lips wrap around my clit after grazing your tongue from the bottom of my kittee to the top. With your lips hovering over my clit, it was then that you extended the tip of your tongue and generously hurried it back and forth over my clit like the energizer bunny. The quick motion of your tongue put your glands to work which caused extra saliva to build up and drool outside of your mouth, the extra wetness from your mouth made it more pleasurable – that was until you decided to slurp the saliva and my clit at the same time, oh the joy!!

Never to be one out done and anxiously wanting to make you feel good, I pushed your shoulders which caused you to lift up. Motioning for you to stand up straight, I expeditiously worked my way to unbutton your jeans, pull them and your boxers down until I laid my eyes on your package. I had to pause for a moment, the thickness and length threw me off, a friend this size is not something you come by on a regular. Its one thing to be long but thick, thick is rare; overseeing the veins on the shaft of your man hood excited me more and I couldn’t wait to dive right in. Taking my time, I started out with teasing the head with my tongue, traveling in a clockwise motion; I continued to do this for a few seconds before throwing you off and promptly shoving it in my mouth. Taking it in fast and rising back off slow, I moved my tongue like a worm on the backside of your penis until reaching the tip and sucking it fast and hard. Once again, sliding it deep into my mouth, this time I took my right arm and wrapped it around your waist, applying force so that I had all of you in my mouth. Loosening up my jaw as you hit the back of my throat; I stuck my tongue out and searched for your dangling apples. Upon finding them, I proceeded to flicker my tongue back and forth licking your jewels below, while bobbling my head allowing your package to play around in the back of my mouth and your grinded your hips and pushed your shaft deeper in me. Not allowing the gagging noises stop my goal of pleasing you, I continued to do this for a few moments, the moans you let loose assured me that you loved what I was doing.

Sliding my tongue back up and rubbing it on the base, I cocked my head to the left working my tongue on the right side of your dick as I slowly pulled you from the deep position you were in but not letting him free. Head still cocked and now pressing my lips together and working my jaws to build up saliva, I glided him in and out of my mouth slowly so that I could partake in the nectar taste of your bodily fluids. Facing back right, I felt I had teased you enough and decided to French kiss my way to the crown before planting a final kiss on top.

Looking up at you and noticing baby sweat beads up top of your forehead, we gave one another that look – the “we’ll continue this after the club” look. Freshening up before getting dressed again, I couldn’t help but want to purposely get really drunk that night so everything with us was 10 times better than it would be sober. And that’s exactly what we both did………

To be continued :)

Items For Sale - Part 1

2008-10-25T15:42:00.001-05:00

DISCLAIMER- PRICES LISTED ARE NOT THE PRICE OF WHAT THE PRODUCT WILL BE SOLD FOR!! PLEASE STOP CALLING ME & ASKING ME WHY SUCH & SUCH IS THAT PRICE! THANX! READ BEFORE YOU CALL :)

Yesterday I posted on a few of the social networking sites that I utilize, that I would SOON be selling an iMac, some plasma TVs, pc's and other stuff - of course A LOT of people hit me up! I don't have all of the prices just yet - awaiting boss lady to get back to me but I figured I would go ahead and showcase a few of the things that are up for grabs. I have a whole lot more but I started with this stuff. If any of you have been to the job site, The Urban Zone inside of Sharpstown Mall, you will notice that the merchandise is from the shop. I hope to have complete prices no later than Monday and if you would like to stop by let me know and I'll make a point to go up there on Monday, otherwise I will be up there Tuesday & Boss Lady should be as well. The plush couches and everything is for sell. Printers, Fax machines, chairs, office desks, tables, etc. We have TOO much stuff to put in storage, in a storage that is already over packed, so we are selling it. SERIOUS INQUUIRES ONLY! This is my reason for posting this blog first, so you can view it & get an idea of what things MAY go for. Please feel free to contact me at 832.884.4690 or via email - cathrynmarie@gmail.com if you are interested. (Don't worry Rob, I got you 1st when prices are set). Phillips Hi Fi System Radio USB Direct Play Back Online Price - $75Plays MP3 & WMA music from portable USB storage device/MP3 player. Plays MP3/CD/WMA CD. Convience line-in jack for digital music playback from any portable player/ Wake up and sleep time. Digital tuning w/ 40 present stations. Watch your CD play. 10 W total power. Dynamic bass boost for deep bass experience. FAIRLY NEW & HARDLY USED! AKG Acoustics Perception 100 Mic Online Price - $100Perception 100 large diaphragm condenser mic. Stand adaptor included. Presonus Fade Port Control Online Price - $199 UZ Price - $150USB Automation and transport controller. Works with protools - cubcase - Nuend - Logic and more! BRAND NEW & NEVER USED!! Shure Wireless Vocal Mic Online Price - $299 UZ Price – 2 for $299Wireless vocal. PG2/PG58 hand held mic system. PG4 diversity receiver. 12 MHZ band width. Up to 8 compatible systems. FIVE (5) Funai 42 inch Plama’s Online Price - $1,469 each Aleratec DVD/CD Copy Cruiser – FAIRLY NEW!! Online Price - $300 UZ Price - $200 iMac – Apple Mac comes w/ Sony CD Drive Online Price - $1199 Stedman prescreen XL Online Price - $69Advanced profess pop filter w/ gooseneck. Large 6" round washable screen. Durable gooseneck w/ extended clamp. KRK System V8 Series 2 Speakers Online Price - $399 Makie DFX 12 Mixer Online Price – $250 - $275 Pro Tools – M Powered 7 software Online Price - $249 - $305 UZ Price - $125 M-Audio Firewire 1814 Online Price - $380 - $55018 inch, 14 out fire wire audio/MID/Interfaces w/ adat.

American Music Award Nominee: Chris Classic

2008-10-18T22:12:00.000-05:00

Click Here"Blessings come in all shapes, sizes and avenues. Apparently furry lil Chipmunks have been a means for me to experience certain accomplishments in my career as an artist and songwriter.. Hopefully next award will be from The Radio Project!!" - Chris Classic

I can't remeber the last time I felt HONORED to personally know someone so talented & be in complete joy for him! Chris Classic (previous spoke on his in my interviews post) has been an awesome pal of mine for a good 6 plus years, over the course of this time I have watched & heard his musical talent grace the cd's of some of the best movie sound tracks ever - many that I have purchased because my son is a HUGE fan of the movies they albums belong to. To name a few Meet The Spartans, Never Back Down, The Air I Breathe, Transformers, Underdog, Fantastic Four, Fantastic Four Rise of The Silver Surfer, American Pie 4,5 and 6, Date Movie, Alvin & The Chipmunks, etc..Not to mention the Ford & McDonald commercials that feature his music - I call it getting money for your musical craft the SMART way, lol.

All of his HARD work is paying off! Currently working on his first album (he just dropped his first mixtape THE AUDACITY OF DOPE), his authentic sounds on The Alvin & The Chipmunks are up for an AMERICAN MUSIC AWARD for best soundtrack for a movie! He is up against Juno & Mamma Mia. Did I mention he plays The Chipmunks DJ in the movie? lol. The soundtrack went Gold last time I checked - which is a HUGE accomplishment! Now its time for him to get that award!

I am ASKING from my heart that EVERYONE take a second to vote for this amazing man! Visit http://abc.go.com/amavote and cast your vote! Heck while you're there, vote for your other musical favorites - Alicia, Wayne & Chris Brown are up for Artist for the year. Kanye, Wayne & Flo Rida (err) are up for Favorite Male Hip Hop artist and a HOST of other categories!

Although I rarely mention this, because everything that he has done he has done on his own. BUT being in Marketing & such I know that sometimes you have to encourage people to do things - Chris Classic is indeed the nephew an artist apart of one of the GREATEST HIP Hop groups in the WORLD & one of the most influential African American entrepreneurs ever! Again, not taking away from his gift of talent because he has had NO hand outs with the projects he has done, but I will express that he is inspired by Hip Hop Pioneers that we ALL look up too - really ALL of us. I believe his bio says more on it, so you can read more about him and or just google him - www.myspace.com/chrisclassic

Be sure to tune in November 23rd and see who takes home the American Music Award of YOUR choice!

HEY! WHEN YOU CHECK OUT THE SEX DRIVE MOVIE, LISTEN CLOSE FOR A FEW SONGS FROM ME! IN THEATERS FRI OCT 17!! - Chris Classic

CONGRATS again Sweets! Mad, LOVE & RESPECT! Good Luck!! :) - KiTTeE CaT

Dear Twitter CEO - HELP!!

2008-10-17T10:02:00.004-05:00

TWITTER IS BROKE & ITS PISSING ME OFF!! I can't even reply to my homie @JazzeeJEF - gurrr. Twitter is making it impossible for me to enjoy my all time favorite site. I rarely log onto Myspace anymore and if I do it's just a quick check in to see whatever messages I have due to my being alerted via Digsby I swear if it weren't for Digsby, I would probably never check my messages, LOL.

I'd also like to suggest that Twitter makes a Top 10 Favorite Followers - I like to read twitts of certain people and sometimes I find it impossible to find their page when Twitter is having a GREAT day & people are Twitting a lot - like I normally do.

Who would you guys select as a Top 10 Favorite Followers if Twitter were to add an additional section under "Following"? Yanno, have their pictures displayed just as the Following section does. Mine would be the following:

@randyexclusive by far hands down my FAVORITE Twitee. "YOU'RE THE BEST"

@EnigmatikBGDB E is MAD dope! Thats my HTwn Homie, lol

@sugarlips Nicest Twitter Chick ever & she's corny like me :)

@chrispitre One of Houston's TOP Twitter Elite AND his NAME was used on CSI: Miami 5 yrs ago, LOL

@ODARA112 She's so darn cute & oh so silly :) Mrs. YouTube herself, LOL

@necolebitchie The only industry blog I check DAILY plus she's cute :)

@jlvblogger He was my first Twitter Boo - hahaahah!

@nicholasstewart His Twitts make me smile - very intelligent fella!!

@JazzeeJEF TROUBLE MAKER - I love Trouble thus I love her! hahahah

@Gyant Gyant is COMEDY - Lord knows I love to laugh!!

BONUS!! SPECIAL BONUS! lol, I know I said 10 but I need 11, actually we may have to ask for 20 cause I left a lot of people out - I don't even like people but I guess I do, lol. ANYWAY - de bonus!

@LO_FERRIGNO He's really into music - I love reading his twitts reference music that can be appreciated!!

Honorable Mention To The Folks I KNOW Personally, but they don't twitt enough lol. FYI - They're ALL movers & shakers! :)

@doedwards_96 - @ainz_neal - @andrewtclifton -
@EyanJ - @KittyBradshaw - @MrMIMB - @CristalBubblin - @CriscoKidd - @wilsylvince - @Moneemone - @reggiejamz - @joeydigital - @mrmuhammad

My new twitter background :)

Life: A Lesson Learned that I've Overcome

2008-10-12T21:35:00.005-05:00

My smile is shown on the exterior but the lining is in agony...-CathrynMarie
It's been a good minute since I've posted something personal - I'm talking back in those xanga.com days type personal but I think I need to "LET GO"!

As most of you know, that faggot named Ike hit Houston & it hit us something serious! Between Ike leaving me to live with my cousin (which I sooo enjoyed, I got to hang with the cutest 5 month old ever in life!!) for 2 weeks, causing me to miss work for 2 and a half weeks - which kinda set me in a lil fonk. Not to mention everything was going on around the 4 year mark of when I had my heart attack (yea, Sept 11th- Sept 24th, 2004 I dealt with health issues, son). Just when my fonk started to REALLY sink in, due to my sitting around the house watching tv all day & not doing my daily things, my good friend from NY (I call him Dookie cause when asking him what his nickname was he joked and said Dookie so now he's stuck with it, lol) came to see me! His trip came RIGHT at the heart of my depression that was setting in. Its like we were talking on Thursday about how I as upset, he said I'll come see you soon and the next day he was here! What a great pal :)

On top of everything, I had left my blood pressure pills at home, so I had gone a while without em, so when I started getting sick I just knew it was due to my missing my daily pills. Fast forward to Monday, September 29th when I go to my doc for my annual and to get a lower dosage of BP pills and he tells me I am pregnant *blink* I'm sayin doc, you said what? sweet mother of jesus! TWO MONTHS PREGNANT? CAN'T BE!!

Before everyone starts asking "who was doing me raw" (blah) stfu and read, lol. So Thursday, July 24th Mr. J & I have an accident our first go round. He rolls over and yells "Fuckkkkkkkk!!" I'm like, wtf son?? He informs me that his jimmy broke :/ "are you on the pill? - uhh NO. In the back of my mind I'm already thinking "MORNING AFTER PILL" - I know this man doesn't want kids, doesn't have any & never got anyone pregnant. So I do the damn thing the next day & by Monday I am bleeding son!! So I'm buggin out and go to the ER and then the doc on Tues. Doc gives me pills to stop the bleeding but will have me bleed for 2 more days; so overall for 2 weeks I was jacked up until late August. Keep in mind a test was taken during the docs visit and it was negative :/. So here we are in September - no cycle and I'm just thinking due to the many pills, my ish is thrown off, not thinking anything more or less of it until I go see the doc on the 19th and he burst my bubble! So I tell Mr. J who just kept yelling that he knew it, he knew it!! The morning after pill not only fucked me up for 2 weeks but it didn't do its damn job, lol.

We talk about what we want to do next and I tell him I don't know - uhh, we aren't kids son. You're in your 30s, I'm 28, why not grow up and deal with our responsibility. But again, I didn't know what I wanted to do. As the days went on and I told more people about it, I started getting happy and felt I wanted to keep it. Sure the ALL DAY sickness was aggravating but I can handle it. I halfway told him I'd respect his wishes and acknowledge that he doesn't want kids but then I had a change of heart and when trying to express such he all of a sudden vanished or became hard to reach. he told me about his "home girls" mom being in the hospital and then having 2 deaths in his fam, so he is going through a lot but dammit what about our situation? When I inform him of my change of heart - he is all ears, lol. We decide we are going to go half on an abortion because I respected him as a friend and wasn't trying to upset him even more than he was. So appointment is made for Sat, Sept 4th, he was supposed to come by that Friday and pay up - but he didn't. He said he was dealing with his family issues but indmix.com informed me different (shouts out to my love muffin, Kazi), the Ninja was at the freakin club :/. So now I'm like fuck this Ninja, but I peeped this after his Sunday visit to drop off the dough, so he was thrown off with my sudden change. Hell, Im pregnant, its what we do, LOL. I told him to lose my number & I'd just text him when I was done on Wednesday. Keep in mind he had not ONCE offered to drive me or pick me up on either appointment made. His lack of concern since that week before let me know not having the baby was the smartest move - if I had it and he was no help I brought it upon myself because he TOLD ME he didn't want a baby. I'd be settin myself up for Baby Daddy/Baby Mama drama. I didn't want that and it wasn't worth it to be honest. I realized women probably make their bed they lay in when they have a dead beat "baby daddy". True having an abortion is not something that is always best but you SERIOUSLY have to think things out and decide if its worth it. I have a BEAUTIFUL son who will be 10 in a few weeks, I was with his dad for 7 yrs and I NEVER refer to him as my "BD" nor am I his "BM" - I guess having gone through how its "supposed to be" and having a GREAT friendship with my sons Father assisted me with making the choice. He actually agreed with me.

I know, normally people don't talk about having abortions and such - its not something to brag about, but I'm venting some, lol. Not to mention I want some woman to read my words and LEARN from them. Mama always said don't boink someone you can't see yourself having a baby with and she is right. I told dude that he fucks like a teenager and he thought it was cool - NO, you being whack in bed is NOT cool. Talkin about he is a teen at heart :/ - see he and I were THAT close to where I could be honest with him on such things, LOL. Another lesson one can learn is do not depend n the morning after pill, LOL. Geesh! I recently told folks about Encare - look it up, it is a BC method that you can buy at the stores. I don't want to get all into it but I ONLY suggest it for those in relationships and doing it with no condoms or whatever.

So yea, Sat Oct 11th I terminated my pregnancy and I had a GREAT support group before and after the procedure. My boss was really excited about my having a baby - sad I disappointed her. My good friend Nette was ready to be an Auntie - oh and April, yea, Auntie April was ready, LOL. There was a guy, Isiah, whom I've shown no interest in even though he always asks me out, who was ready to be there every step of the way. Mack Daddy was on the phone with me giving me GREAT advice. My beautiful Family who was here for me, my cousin D for taking me - getting up @ 5:30am, lol. M Ninja Dr Teeth who had me laughing today as we caught up. And Dookie - he's been GREAT! He has completely shocked me with this new friendship we've established - known him for a good 6 years or so but since June, actually since Ike hit & he called to check on me and told me to fly to NY (lol) he has been GREAT! I truly learned who my friends were and who had my back! Thanx guys!

I even thank Mr. J - he was most def a wake up call - I appreciate men like Dookie & Isiah a lot more now. I'm not going to front like I didn't like dude, he was a very important person in my life - but growing out of friendships is a way of life; growing into new ones is always a way of life. I humbly cherish those friendships!

You can judge me if you decide, but i really don't care. There isn't one thing in my life that I do not regret and I don't regret my choice which is why I am sharing. My sister says I am too honest and tell too much but my healing has always come from my writing about it - so I am writing! No need to feel sorry for me, cause I damn sure don't feel sorry! I have a fresh new look on life after being thrown another obstacle by The Man Above! I am a stronger woman than I was yesterday :)

Your Role Model Isn't Voting For Obama!

2008-09-26T13:17:00.003-05:00

Seriously, if you think NBA, NFL, MLB players, Artists or anyone else with MONEY, is voting for Obama - you are mistaken! I always refer to the words of Ninja Gilbert Arenas of the Wizards, he hit it right on the spot! They will lose money by voting for Obama, I'm just saying! Heck, I honestly doubt Oprah will vote for Obama, lol. I'm sure Diddy isn't - he is always about his money!

Gil's Blog:
The Election
I’m not into politics, but I see what’s going on in the presidential race and I’m seeing rappers make songs for Obama and Mr. McCain doing all his stuff and I’m thinking, this is getting out of control, people. Whatever happened to Democrats and Republicans? You vote for who’s who.

It’s hard for me to vote, because since I’ve been in the NBA I’ve been in the upper class so I’ve been a Republican. If you have any type of money, you’re a Republican, period. So, it’s hard because you see a better looking president in Obama – I don’t even want to say because he’s black, but he just looks the part – and then you have McCain who is Republican and I’m like, man. I know Obama is going to raise taxes on the upper class from 20-60 percent, that’s what I’m looking at. To be honest, I stopped paying attention a long time ago when it was Bush and Gore when Gore won the popular vote, but Bush was the president.

Basically, what that told me was that everybody in America voted for Gore, but somehow, Bush became president. I am confused. Obviously, our vote doesn’t really mean anything. Then you have this thing called the delegate, then you got the super delegate and then you got the hidden delegate that nobody knows about. If you’ve never heard of the hidden delegate, that’s like when you’re buying a car and they say the taxes on the car are 20 percent, and then when you look at your statement, they charge you an extra three, that’s the same thing. It’s the hidden fee delegate that nobody knows about who has all this power. They actually get to pick who they want for president. So when I start looking at it like that, that’s when I stop paying attention because at the end of the day, our votes really don’t matter. I don’t mean to be rude about it, but it seems like it doesn’t matter. If Gore wins by thousands of votes and Bush is president eight years later … come on.

There’s another reason I don’t vote – I don’t want jury duty. If you’re not registered to vote, you can’t get jury duty. I know that campaign Diddy had a couple years ago, “Vote or Die,” yeah if the alternative is jury duty, I’m going to die. I’m not going to get in one of these cases where they blow the jury members’ houses up to get out of the trial, I’m cool. I’ve seen too many movies.

For whatever president that wins, what can I tell you? Do a good job. Change the world. I remember when we were voting for class president in high school, the guy who won was the guy who said he’s going to put the vending machines in the school cafeteria. That’s who I voted for. So until I hear vending machines or lower gas prices, I’m not voting. As soon as I hear, “Yeah, I’m going to lower gas prices,” then you got me, I’ll sit in jury duty.

Music Marketing 101

2008-09-09T00:48:00.003-05:00

So, I've started this new blog two days ago, and I must say, the responce is CRAZY! I thank and appreciate ALL who have stopped through and emailed me =)!

Basically, I'm tired of getting wack messages from wack artist & I've decided to share tips with the people. Not saying I'm an expert but hey! ANYWAYYYYY

musicmarketing101.blogspot.com

Comedy Short Cuts Film Festival

2008-09-07T13:34:00.002-05:00

Hello,
You are cordially invited to attend NBC Universal's Third Annual 2008 New York City Semi-Finalist Comedy Short Cuts Film Festival, to be held at The New World Stages, 340 West 50th Street, New York, NY 10019.

Hosted by Anthony Anderson of NBC's "Law & Order"
Presented in conjunction with The New Television Film Festival (www.nytvf.com)

Additional information on Comedy Short Cuts available at: www.comedyshortcuts.net
Tickets available on The New Television Film Festival website: (www.nytvf.com)
Free screening event

Hope to see you there
Founder Comedy Short Cuts
Wil Sylvince

(I heart Wil Sylvince "son" and he hearts me)

Fav New Downloads!

2008-09-04T01:13:00.004-05:00

The past 2 days on the net have been sooooo amazing, LOL! I know, I'm a dork.

FIRST we were introduced to CHROME! The FASTEST and COOLEST browser known to man. I will admit that it has it's tweaks but yo - Google is seriously doing some shit with this right here!!

You're looking at the home page - doesn't it look MAD simple?

But that's not even what REALLY has me excited (as I said, it has it's kinks). I was online talking about how I was lovin Meebo - syncing AOL (AIM), Gmail Chat & Yahoo was HOT! But then my girl, Necole Bitchie put me up on a Twitter download that sync's your email, ALL social networks AND all instant message programs! Digsby.com Ohh, don't believe me?

Yes my Brothers and Sisters, my screen has AOL/AIM (CathrynMarieMgt), Yahoo (Cathryn.Marie), Gmail Chat (CathrynMarie), Facebook (CathrynMarie), Gmail (Cathrynmarie@Gmail.com), Twitter (www.twitter.com/CathrynMarie) and TWO MySpace pages (www.myspace.com/cathryn79 - www.myspace.com/clitchroniclesbycathryn).

The alerts for Twitter, Gmail, Myspace & Facebook all pop up on your desk top! YES - a little bubble pops up and lets you know when you have a new message, not to mention it is at the bottom of the Digsby box AND on your lower tool bar!

I would suggest that everyone make their life more simple and avoid being difficult like the Man I called to inform of the site, lol - love ya Snicker Doodle =) Feel free to click the images to enlarge em & check out what I'm talking about!

Labor Day Weekend in Houston

2008-09-02T21:06:00.021-05:00

I guess you can say my Labor Day weekend started Thursday night as Cristal. April & I made our way downtown to check out the DNC; amazing! Besides the drunk chick shouting "YES" every 2 seconds during Obama's speak, the night was GREAT!

Sorry the pic is so dark, lol! We were all rockin our Obama shirts tho:)

So Friday night I was on Enigmatik's site and I peeped that Chamillionaire was having a meet & greet at Music Depot in Greens Point Mall (Shouts out to Big O!!) - sooo being the extra Cham lover that I am, I made sure I was there!!

Gyeaaaaaa
Cham's "wallet" LOL

Famous, Cham, Massa, Nancy the Great!

Charlie Hustle & I then make our way to the Red Door Day Time Party that was downtown.

While I am there, I run into CARL THOMAS!

If you know me, you know that I am IN LOVE w/ CT and that I have shared phone conversations with him since April but ALWAYS miss him! Charlie FINALLY introduced us and his joy of finally meeting made me happy, LOL! So far Saturday was a GREAT day, LOL

I leave that party to go attend another one closert to home - my boy Rich Williams's bday bash w/ DJ Statik mixing (yo, Statiks, new drops are HOT!). So I leave there to go home and get ready to go out with the girls - Alexis, April & meetin gup w/ Kelly for her bday.

Kelly, AP, CaT
Kelly
Kamikaze & Kellz

Sunday rolls around and we roll to Family Fun Day w/ Radio One stations. Artists such as Eric Benet, Jazmine Sullivan, Hot Styles and Three 6 Mafia all performed - I must say I was rather disappointed in the crowd for not getting crunk for Three 6 (I love you Juicy J!!). The day was filled with babies getting lost & people passing out - yea, it was HOT! Hell, even Eric Benet was on stage calling for the Red Cross to assist someone in the crowd - it was CRAZY!

Nonetheless, the day must go on and the night ended at one of the amazing parties ever! More pics InDmix.com

He's smiling more this time, ha!
Eric Benet
Jazmine Sullivan was pleased w/ how we decked the club out 4 her
BET/DEF Comedy Jam Comedian Ali
GO DJ Manager, Reggie Reg
Reese!!
Cristal Bubblin of PARTY933.com& April of Sony

Me & My Girls! We got this!

My weekend was better than yours, LOL. Shouts out to Dre for the GREAT party you had under control - you did that, Son! We had a BLAST!

Everyone else has an Obama post - here's mine!

2008-08-29T17:32:00.006-05:00

One thing is for sure - no matter what the outcome is when election day comes, it is bitter sweet for the men & women who are more involved and making awareness of the importance of voting. I will say that a lot of campaigns have fallen off and "can't wait for it to be over" but over all, a lot of people are STILL determined to root on their candidate.

The sad part about all of this is the "HYPE". Last night my home girl pointed out that I used to say I'd vote for McCain and asked about me coming to the light. My sister also make cracks about my supporting Hillary & not Obama. Truth is, the McCain comments were JOKES because in the end I was going to vote for which ever of the two were the Democratic Nom; really, what am I getting out of getting caught up in two people who have the same views on most of the same things? It's not like I'm a delegate or a delegate cares what i think, they have their own thoughts & picked who they felt was best.

Many people would come across like I was wrong for not whole heartily cheering on Obama because he is living History and will become the 1st black president in office. I respect the man but again, getting HYPYED about it solves what? Getting caught up in the hype only left people hating Hillary in the end. Obama supporters hate her so much I was told today that if he put her any where on his ticket he'd lose supporters? BUT WHY? Seriously, why? Are you voting for the man or are you voting for what he is trying to do for us as a Country? Hillary made a BEAUTIFUL speech the other night and sooooo many people are saying, "fuck her". "she had to do that", etc etc. YO! ARE YOU SERIOUS! This woman is saying how we should UNITE & you;'re saying fuck her? TRUE she said and did some horrible things to Obama but those are tactics you must do to run for office. Maybe if you paid attention to previous elections instead of jumping on the bandwagon cause Obama is black, then you would know that type of shit happens! Biden said disrespectful things about Obama, even said he'd be "HONORED" to run "WITH or against" McCain because he felt it was best for the country! Oh but you forgive him, lol. A man who says he'd say fuck being a Dem, I'll be a Repub because Obama just is not ready! ARE YOU SERIOUS? I'm not saying start looking at Biden crazy because in the end, I don't care! I'm tired of being broke & I'm voting for Obama, dammit!

So now Obama supporters want to go out and do all they can to get new supports and register people to vote. I'd like to suggest that you FIRST let go of the anger in your heart. You going after new recruits trying with the "vote for Obama or die" mentality is like a Muslim trying to convert a Christian - never a good thing. You have to have UNITY within your heart & accept Obama for what he STANDS FOR & not what "he is"; a black man!

I was at the Improv last month & can't remember which comedian said it, Tony Rock or some one, but they expressed black folks are going to end up turning on Obama because of the pressure they are going to put on him. I'm not sure folks are aware that by the time he is able to make all of the changes he hopes to accomplish, it will be time to re-elect him. If its not done right away or in a timely manner, the Ninjas are going to act up!

I still believe Obama needs to make Hillary Sec of State, it will secure those votes that are up in the air - did you see the blk delegate on TV saying she'd would not vote @ all? Some say she probably wouldnt take it anyway because it's not even 2nd place anymore but to be honest, that position is a whole lot better than VP. The VP is only heard from when there is a tie, otherwise they are out in the fields shootin ducks and people in the ass (lol). Condi is always doing something or involved in something. Just a thought - time to think strategy since McCain has selected a woman as VP. the rich folks and woman are still up in the air. There are rich Democrats who will vote for Mccain because they want to STAY rich! Don't sleep, they are also torn. Not to mention I don't think a lot of black people will go out and vote becasue they will think he has it on lock & just get lazy. Bush didn't win 8 years in a rown for nothing, son!

Shouts out to my Ninja Hakimu for calling it 4 days ago, saying McCain would pick a woman - he even said Sarah Palin would be one of the picks:

McCain Will Pick a Woman for his VIP Or at least, he's got to be seriously considering it.

Somewhere between 25% and 45% of Hillary supporters haven't bought into Barack Obama yet, depending on who you ask... That's a lot of chicks.

Plus, McCain keeps putting out ads alledging that Clinton wants her people to roll with McBush, so reaching out to her people seems like a logical extension of that.

Maybe Obama not choosing Hillary opened a door for McCain to exploit her angry supporters... uh oh...

Carly Fiorina?

Gov of Alaska, Sarah Palin?

Senator Kay Bailey Hutchinson of Texas?

Condoleeza Rice?!?!

Will the Republicans being anti-abortion keep these women (they're all women, dude) from keeping up their stubbornness and saying they'd rather vote for McCain than Obama?

In the words of one disqualified Olympic medalist, "We'll see"

If he picks Mitt Romney, I'm going to laugh - considering he hates the guy. We'll see how much integrity he has/had/whatever.

Hakimu's Blog. Click HERE to read his follow up for his prediction. His blogs are always so insightful - I respect this dude a GREAT deal!

I am a DEMOCRAT and I approve this message! Oh yea, Big ups to Obama's speech last night! Not channelling too much of MLK is exactly what I was looking out for. I personally did not want to hear MLK's dream, I wanted to hear Obama's! RESPECT! F da haters aka Tavis Smiley

They Shoulda Neva Game You Monkeys The Net

2008-08-27T18:59:00.004-05:00

So young, Cristal Bubblin of PARTY 93.3 posted a video of this dude Troy dancing and he is STRAIGHT COMEDY!

I sent to the link to my home girl who instantly reminded me of Ramon, the gay dancer who I mimicked! You see, all of my friends adore me cause I am a DAMN FOOL - always doing something silly! Well once upon a time I had a boy friend who didn't want me working, which lead to me being home all day with nothing but time on my hands. When I wasn't cooking, cleaning or baking I was writing (which is how Clit Chronciles were created - boredom and then came the videos! B used to HATE these videos, lol. He caught hell at work! LOL

And YES that is a projector as my TV/Computer screen on the wall. And if you look at thescreen you see Ramon & I am attempting to copy his moves!

Ms. New Booty

Here is the second video - I couldnt hang, LOL - Salt Shaker

Barney Says Share

2008-08-27T16:21:00.003-05:00

I snatched his banned beer commercial from RandyExlusive! TOO funny!

New Raphael Saadiq

2008-08-27T15:56:00.003-05:00

Snatched from SOHH.com, Ray Ray has debuted his new album! The Way I See It hits stores September 16 distributed by Sony Music on Columbia Records! (ya'll know I cut for the GREAT folks @ Sony *smilez*) His whole album has a Motown Vibe to it - during his meet & greet @ Essence he expressed this album is for him, so if it doesn't make it to radio he is okay with it! www.myspace.com/raphaelsaadiq for more tunes by Ray Ray! =)

Mike Jones' Liquor Deal

2008-08-27T12:54:00.008-05:00

Hey, since GOONS are checkin my blog and ish lately, why not put something worth wild for them to read, aye? I wonder how fast this one will float around - I bet Mike Jones calls me, LOL

Mike Jones new Liquor Brand

Yes sirrrrrrrr! Mike Jones and DB - The Corporate Hustla have joined forces and are doing BIG thangs; they have a liquor coming to stores SOON! Naw, erase that, its coming to STORES, CLUBS, HOTELS and RESTAURANTS soon! Be on the look out for DOBBE the end of Sept in stores.
3 of 5 of their brands

Dobbe O - an Orange Liquor w/Cognac

Dobbe RNB Cognac

Dobbe'

Nice flicks DB, I see you =)

Stay tuned, I'm sure I'll be hittin you w/ more info soon! I'll be checkin it out on Friday - so I'll let you know how it is!

23 Hours & Counting!

2008-08-26T00:49:00.004-05:00

KJ (Cham's Manager) & Chamillionaire

Man oh man, do I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEE Chamillionaire, like for real - for real!

Mixtape Messiah 4 will be in stores Wednesday - I'm going to have to stop by and holler @ Big O over there at Music Depot in Greens Point so I can get it! He is one local artist whose cd I plan to actually buy (I copped Bun B's album also).

If you haven't checked out any of the tracks on his website or myspace, you are SLEEPING! He just added INTERNET NERDS REVENGE today, go check it out!! Cham's MySpace. He is also advertising that fans call him - CALL CHAMILLIONAIRE 832.514.4730. I would call but I'm worried I'll ask him to marry me, LOL. I swear I LOVE him!

Shouts out to KJ! No reason really, just becasue I have love for you too. That's actually reason enough though, aye? =)

MIXTAPE MESSIAH 4
1. THE HORROR FLICK INTRO
2. GO HARD
3. FIRE DRILL
4. ROLL CALL RELOADED FEAT. EVERYBODY
5. THE REAL THANG
6. ALL AROUND THE WORLD
7. DO IT FOR H TOWN FEAT. SLIM THUG & TRAE
8. SKIT 1 (ROY WOOD JR)
9. INTERNET NERDS REVENGE
10. FIRE Featuring Famous
11. HERO 12. MY DREAM Feat AKON
13. BAY AREA SKIT
14. GOTTA BE PLAYA FEAT FAMOUS
15. NOT YOUR BABY
16. ANSWER MACHINE 3
17 THE GREATEST
18. SKIT 2 (ROY WOODS JR)
19. ON THE GRIND HOMIE
20. MY LIFE FEAT TRAE & SLIM THUG
21. MIDDLE FINGER UP

MIXTAPE MESSIAH 4 BONUS SONGS

1. WHAT THE BUSINESS IS
2. WHO HOTTER THAN ME FEAT. FAMOUS
3. LOVIN WHAT YA SEE
4. KILLA KYLEON-CADDILAC & BENZ FEAT. KOOPA
5. PUT ON FOR HOUSTON
6. SHE'S WATCHIN ME SKIT
7. I'D RATHER GET BREAD
8. FIRE DRILL SKILL
9. FLOW SO SICK -KILLA KYLEON
10. TOP DOWN MONEY UP
11. BLOCK ON SMASH
12. NEVER -KILLER MIKE
13. DIAMONDS EXPOSED BREAK
14. 2 REAL -LIL FLIP FEAT. CHAMILLIONAIRE
15. 2 MPH FEAT. BUN B PAUL WALL & CHAMILLIONAIRE
16. THIS ISN'T LIFE OUTRO

Rode Trip!!

2008-08-26T00:07:00.004-05:00

So Sunday evening I'm chillin in the crib engaged in a conference chat w/ the "OUT" crew when I get a call from EJ of What It Dew Magazine asking if I want to take a ride. I had been in the house all day and really didn't feel like going any where - but I played along and was like where! He informed me he wanted to ride to Lake Charles, Louisiana to go gambling. I thought it over for a second and said FUCK IT - after all, I'd been in the crib all day, lol. Plus I hadn't hung w/ my homie in a while!

He comes through and I ended up driving. It was cool drivin for 2 hours out there, I must say it was the 1st time I was actually praising PARTY 93.3 for the switch; I was able to reach it wayyyy in Lake Charles, lol. Shouts out to Kiotti for the jams and LOL @ Slim Thug calling in cursing, LOL! COMEDY!!

Anywayyyyyyy - catching up and shit was cool until finally arriving to the casino at around 10:30 or so. I up and left & forgot to inform certain people that I was gone - the text messages were rather funny when I relayed the message, lol. MY BAD! EJ was on the crap table all night, while I played on Twitter and the 50 cent slot machines. The Ninja was actually up a wholeeee lot and some how blew what he won, lol. He told me to hold some money so he wouldn't blow all of it and told me not to give it to him until we left. You ain't got to tell me twice, lol. Of course he was trying to beat me up in an attempt to get the money I was holding, I walked him to the cashier to cash in and me like abig dummy allowed the girl to give HIM the cash and this fool ran back to the crap table, LOL.

We finally bounced at 1:00 and rode back - yea, I was stuck driving again, LOL. This time around I decided to play with the Benz and see what it was made of, lol. Man, lets just say the sound it made when I hit 100 to 120; BEAUTIFULLLLLLLLL! It freakin puurrrs, lol. Arriving back in Houston a lil before 3 and getting home around 3:30, I was dead tired 50 miles outside of Houston but I made it! Not to mention this Ninja was sleep and snoring on the ride home - but I forgive him cause he had to work at 6am, lol. Again, shouts out to PARTY 93.3 for playing some hits. Ya know how ya foot seems to get carried away while driving and you hear your jams - yea, that's what happened to me, lol.

I had a blast and think I want to make it a regular thing. Maybe invite more people next time! So Apeezy, Cristal and whom ever else, be ready when I call, LOL. We are hitting the rode =)

Thanxxxxxxxxxx EJ for the invite - have fun in Vegas this weekend, Son!

Fuck Bill Gates! LOL

2008-08-25T23:52:00.004-05:00

Before the video of Jo Jo passin out and K-Ci on radio talkin about it, lol - there were these pics! *doh* Check out the video and interview - www.straightfromthea.com The interview is COMEDY! K-Ci rants on how he hates Bill Gates and how they are not on drugs *blankstare*

How he gon play me?

2008-08-25T23:43:00.004-05:00

I tell a Ninja I miss him and he says stop lyin! What part of the game is this? LOL TECK MONEY, I miss you and now the world knows...LOL

Recent Bulletin from Teck -

This is IT!!

TECKNOWMUSIC is on the way! Come by and get a taste of what to expect on the new album! I'll be posting the release date soon, so stay tuned!

Thanks for the love and support.

Teck Money
Check it out - Teck Holmes MySpace

Guest Hosting TONIGHT!

2008-08-24T14:34:00.004-05:00

TONIGHT @ 6pm EASTERN TIME I will be Guest Hosting "Say What Now" on http://www.blogtalkradio.com/classydeeva with Ms. Keisha (ProminencePR for you Twitter heads).

Tonights topic is Relationship baggage. Ummm, LORD knows I've had my share of that crap, lol. So this should be fun! So yea, tune in! Thanx! http://www.blogtalkradio.com/classydeeva

Operating Manager of Houston Hip Hop marketing hub, The Urban Zone, inside of Sharpstown Mall; Recording Studio, Marketing Firm, Promotions Hub, Showcase Venue and former PARTY 93.3 satellite broadcast studio. Also specializing in personal projects and Marketing for businesses and Underground Artist with package development. Contributing Writer for many magazines, blogs - while working on personal book of Erotica Short Stories. Marketing & promotional projects include work for Sharpstown Mall, PARTY 93.3, Universal Pictures, Sony BMG, Scion, Red Bull, Moroch, and a host of record labels.

www.theurban-zone.com
www.cathrynmarie.blogspot.com
www.myspace.com/cathryn79

Strapped Condoms

2008-08-24T00:00:00.006-05:00

So I'm chillin in the crib watchin Street Flava, I actually don't normally watch it but they were showing Ozone Award clips and I saw Chamillionaire - sweet Jesus do I LOVE that man!! Of course the commercials they show are the same one's over and over again - not knockin it tho (shouts out to D-Solo & my Angel Ms. Skye of The Boxx - I love her so!!) and the Strapped Condoms commercial is one that I saw multiple times.

As many of my friends know, I'm outspoken about safe sex, getting tested and blah blah blah, and I completely support Strapped Condoms (shouts out to Xaiver!!!) because 1) they are produced by a black owned business 2) it's Houston based and 3) the reps reach out the community. I am just curious as it if everyone who is a rep for Rap A lot and its supporting friends, actually use Strapped. Unfortunately, I am COMPLETELY allergic to the condoms and can't use them but I've never heard what others think of them.

Is Strapped the next Magum for the Hip Hop community - honestly, I hope it is, its something we need. With spokesmen such a Wayne, Rick Ross & the Rap A lot crew, it should do just fine. I think personal testimonies may be needed though because who is to say those Artist actually use em?

How about YOU buy em (Strapped Condoms) and tell me what cha think, aye? Thanx!!

This HIV/AIDS epidemic is NOT a game! Every Tuesday @ The Urban Zone inside of Sharpstown Mall we do FREE HIV testing from 3-7; Know Your Status & learn it EVERY 3 months! Check the date on mine - 8/12/08, its not a game! I do this for fun and to encourage others who have never taken the time to get tested (I see it EVERY week); hope to see some of you Tuesday!

Gay Marriage Cards

2008-08-23T23:40:00.002-05:00

Most states don't recognize gay marriage — but now Hallmark does.

It's our goal to be as relevant as possible to as many people as we can," Hallmark spokeswoman Sarah Gronberg Kolell said.

Hey, I ain't mad at em, but then again I'm from Berkeley, Cali where we just don't give a fuck, lol. I grew up riding the bus w/ naked people sitting next to me, so people being gay is a way of life *shrug* fuck it! Kudos Hallmark =)

Karrine's Party Night

2008-08-23T19:00:00.005-05:00

Keeping you update w/ Karrine, she just posted a new video blog today. Tonight she will be celebrating her 30th birthday in ATL. She opened a special guest list for Twitter folks. Here is a list of the VIP folks, Lord knows I wanted to come out and party it up - oh well!!

I must say, I have found it quite humorous the amount of stuff that has been in the blogs lately about Karrine. I haven't said anything because its not my position but its FUNNY! I will say tho, Karrine is alright in my book, she is chill as fuck and is doing stuff online that most "Celebs" aren't doing - so Im not mad at her. Maybe it's the Marketing mentality in me, she is above the game when it comes to getting herself out there right now. True, her name may have gotten big over some controversial behavior but she has made some changes, she faded out of the spot light for a minute and now she is back but not back to make money off people - she is just chilling amongst us everyday people. I cant knock her for that! Rave on Wifey =)

Anyway - check her new V Blog karrine.com. Previous blogs - click here and here

I love this guy.....

2008-08-23T18:24:00.003-05:00

He's probably going to kill me later - oh well! lol RL, was on my mind just now, upon looking at new pics, so I wanted to write about him *smilez*

You haven't heard much from him lately, so you probably forgot all about my Ninja - or have you? Check the inserts of your cd's, you've heard him ya just don't know it. From Jaime Foxx's "Unpredictable" to Keith Sweats latest album, to new tracks on Trey Song's album - TRUST, you've heard him. He's rather humble & not looking for the spot light (in my yes), he is just about writing good music. He recently had a show in Dallas (2 weeks ago actually) but overall you can catch him in the studio writing some hits with top producers and artist.

RL & Lance @ PF Changs

Oh, yea, you can catch him in the gym also, LOL...I'm about to send my Mommy this pic, lol. She LOVES him and I was nice and let her talk to him last week, I had to hear about him all weekend.

Thanx for always being so kind, butter-cup! love ya =)..KiT CaT

Catch RL on the net - myspace.com/therealrl and www.21stcenturyhustle.com. I don't know his Facebook url, but he's there also!

More Reunion Pics

2008-08-23T18:15:00.003-05:00

I have come across more reunion pics - YaY! lol Blog 1, Blog 2

Vic Brown said he was ready, but I dnt think so, LOL

Linc & the Ladies

Greg, Leonard, Marcus

Maegan

Danelle & Booker

Dolla, Dolla, Dolla Bill Ya'll

2008-08-23T02:44:00.003-05:00

We've all relocated from time to time, sometimes we move and think we left something behind. Would you believe me if I told you that it may be MONEY you left behind? Oh, but it's TRUE! The mail service only forwards your mail for so long, there's no telling how much mail you missed out on. Or maybe a company had money for you and just had no address on you, period. But how would you know? Ha, I've got the answer for you and you can thank me later if it turns out you have a check floating out there.

This is REAL - no hoax shit, its from the GOVERNMENT; take a look. http://scoweb.sco.ca.gov/ Again, thank me later =) Oh and be sure to share w/ your Family & Friends, my Mommy shared with me and my Family and some of them got money coming to them. Lucky bastards, I don't have shit coming, lol. Be sure to check every state and city that you lived in.

2008 Hypeman Contest

2008-08-23T02:17:00.003-05:00

I do too much work w/ the great folks at Scion for me not to push this =)

www.scion.com/hypeman

One of the most underestimated elements of live hip hop is the importance of a dope Hypeman...

For the second year in a row, Scion's Hypeman Contest is aimed at discovering the quintessential hip hop master of ceremonies.

Aside from DJs, producers, and MCs, an often overlooked aspect of live hip hop is the back-up MC and party host, commonly referred to as the Hypeman.

Are you hype? You got the skills and knowledge to capture mass appeal? Can you get the party crackin?

Then submit a Video, DVD, or CD that shows your Hypeman skills.

30 semi-finalists will be chosen, and each will be sent to one of three auditions to compete against one another in numerous rounds of Hypeman tests and scenarios.
Auditions will be moderated by hip hop society legend Ricky Powell (rickypowell.com) and judged by our panel of hip hop pros - DJ Clark Kent (Producer for Jay-Z, Notorious B.I.G., and more), Skillz (Jazzy Jeff's Hypeman), Anthony "Ant" Marshall (Co-founder of Lyricist Lounge).

One grand prize winner from each audition will take home $2,000 and a home-studio prize package provided by M-Audio that includes a Fast Track Ultra - High-speed USB 2.0 Interface, ProTools M-Powered software, Q40 Studio Reference Headphones, Nova Studio Microphone, and Studio backpack.

Read the Official Contest Rules and Regulations, Download the Entry Form, and send us your entry now!

Enter Beginning: July 31, 2008
Entry Deadline: November 15, 2008

The 2008 Scion Hypeman Contest is proudly supported by M-Audio.
Create, produce, record and perform music with the latest innovative gear from M-Audio - the leading provider of technology for today's computer-based musicians and audio professionals.

Visit www.m-audio.com

My Sunshine!

2008-08-22T19:46:00.004-05:00

Her name is April and she ROCKS!!
Our 2nd time hanging out - LOL @ her gettin crunk. I knew right before this pic was taken that I was gon love this girl, LOL

In life we meet a lot of people, some you become instantly cool with and others who you just deal with, LOL. With the work that I do I make a lot of "by default" friends or "associates". By Default folks are the ones you happen to be cool with because of work or because they are friends of a friend or family member - APEEZY may have started off in that boat because of who we associate w/ but in the end, yo, that's my muthafuckin DOG!

We laugh, we joke, we cry, we eat (FOOD u morons), we just CLICK! She is like a real sister to me, adding her to the clan of other great sisters I have! She's my Nikki to her Doris, LOL. Yea, them hos are tight and thats how my April is to me! I would like to thank the great folks who moved her to Houston, lol. I know she has my back, she has done it time and time again and I most def have hers. Our disappoint in people is on point, lol and we are >>>>>HERE<<<<<
Just in case I don't tell ya enough, I loveeeeeeeeeeee you "Popea" LOL We're getting so serious I may have to get your name tattooed on me, LOLOLOL! ok, I'm dumb! Whew! I promise I have NEVER had a bad thought about this lady man, she's just great and she is so beautiful! Thanx for being my sunshine, Sunshine!

We love the same music and laugh at the same stuff! We also love the same food and are curious about the same things, LOL. We are jut some damn fools!! We will be bored at a party (or Que boat cruise *ahem*) and still some how have fun

And we both LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE Kanye West! She was sick during the concert and still rocked it with me, LOL...

As Promised

2008-08-22T19:00:00.006-05:00

A lot of people have been telling me lately that they missed their 10 year reunion - makes me even more ecstatic that I went to mine! I had a ball with you wonderful people! =)

More pics on FB & MySpace

Doin what I do best - DANCE..LOL

CaT & Linc - still finer than a muthafucka *smilez*

Danielle, CaT, Brandy, Sherlita aka The Crew prt 1

Marcus, Third, Michael, Greg, Lenord & Linc aka The Crew prt 2

Sennie, Kim, Aaliyah, Contasia aka The Crew prt 3

Liyah & Stu - yup The Crew

Fina and Finy with their oh so awesome Husbands =) "You'll all be dead in 10 yrs" LOL

CaT, Linc, Michael & Sherlita

CaT & Marc Cole! My homie for real!!

CaT, Tony's wife, Tony & Jermey

Half of the clan - others were late, lol

Ms. Jackson

2008-08-22T18:55:00.003-05:00

Yooooooooo - I can't wait for her tour, I haven't seen Janet since 1998 when she was on tour with Usher and I was knocked up, lol. I love this lady so extra much, like for real! See ya in Oct, JJ! =)

He's on Twitter now

2008-08-21T22:44:00.002-05:00

Guess who is on Twitter now - Mr. Aaron Arnold of Musicismybusiness.net =) YaY! lol

twitter.com/MrMIMB add him fellow Twitts! And be sure to check him out on VH1's, Will Work For Diddy - http://www.vh1.com/video/browse/index.jhtml?id=2008

Damn Jesus!

2008-08-21T22:27:00.001-05:00

Ray Allen was married over the weekend *le sigh* Another one bites the dust, lol...

My 10 year Reunion

2008-08-19T21:25:00.005-05:00

Yoooooooooo - I must say, it was so GREAT to see all of my old JR High & High School classmates. I haven't seen most of them in well over 10 years so it was cool to catch up! The laughs were non stop - starting with Michael and Marcus Deal having the staff bring them their own table, them negros have NOT changed..lol. Seeing Lincoln, Fina, Finy & Sherlita made my night - I so stan them! I was in shock to see Marcus Cole, man, I've known that negro long before High School!! The Reunion crew did an amazing job - it was funny giving people hugs and then saying "Whats your name again?" LOL! TOO funny! More pics to come soon! Just letting everyone know I had a ball and everyone looked great - all except for the one chick who for some reason said she looked better than everyone else..LOL..was she serious? LOL.

ps - the picture above is NOT of everyone who came out. They had us take the pic upon first arrival to get it over with, sucks cause a lot of cool people missed out on the pic but hey! I'm located in the 2nd seat w/ the yellow jacket. Speaking of 1st arrival - I won a gift certificate to Wal Mart for being the 1st to arrive..LOL..I'm punctual, what can I say? LOL

Remebering Bernie Mac

2008-08-19T21:03:00.005-05:00

My great pal, comedian Wil Sylvince posted a blog in remembrance of Bernie Mac. It took me a minute to go read it, for some reason Bernie's death has hit me hard and I wasn't ready for it. But I'm glad I took the time to read it. Thanx again for sharing, Love! =)

Wil & Bernie
March 28, 1998- Radio City Music Hall. The biggest comedy tour ever was here tonight in New York City, The Kings Of Comedy starring Steve Harvey, Cedric The Entertainer and Bernie Mac. DL Hughley had not join the cast yet. Bernie Mac hooked me up with two tickets, I took my friend Dana and four of her girlfriends. I bumped into some more friends along the way that wanted to go. I said come on and lets see if we can get in. My entourage grew to 6 deep. We get to the back door and security was tight. I asked for Bernie Mac or Cedric to come to the door. Ced comes and OK's my whole crew in! At that time the line up Chris Thomas hosting, Cedric, Bernie Mac and Steve takes them home.

I breeze by Bernie Mac's dressing room and knocked on the door. I heard "come in!" I cracked the door and Bernie was sitting back in what looks like a reclined chair. I yelled from the door "I know you're in your zone but thanks for the love and good luck tonight" -as if he needed it. It was pretty noisy outside. Bernie shouts back "hey Wil what's up man! Come on in and close the door behind you!" We exchange pound and a hug and he said, "have a seat."

We kicked a few jokes about bullshit and talked about the tour, when he was last in NYC, and things he's working on. He ask me, "how's the Boston comedy spot you're doing?" I said, "it's cool, it's a great spot thats helping me grow and I have learned a lot and still learning. But I want to move on but I feel like I'm stuck. Plus I have to take some speech classes cause I can't talk for shit. A few people in the industry tell me no one is gonna hire me if they don't understand me..." Bernie says "first of all you don't have to be stuck. Get up and do your own thang. And man fuck the industry, fuck 'em. Someone understands you cause you're killing the clubs and stages. Someone understands what the fuck ya' saying. Unless all of 'em are your family and friends. If you fix your speech then you won't be the Wil that everyone knows that can't talk for shit. These are the things that give you character and defines who you are. Keep fucking up 'em words! Be who you are, never stop working hard, and always stay humble. Cause it can all be taken as fast as you got it!"

"Thanks Bernie" I replied. "I definitely look up too you cause people used to say things about you like you're too black for TV or sitcoms, you talk with a heavy southern accent and you may scare white people. But somebody understands you too. You never changed, you keep getting better and you're getting standing ovations on this tour. Everyone is talking about that in every city." He said, "thanks Wil. I'm always working hard. I still got ways to go."

I said, "what ever happened to your Midnight Madness show?" He said, "I'm working on some other things now. I want to do my own thang you know. I'm a grown ass man I never cared much about a joke thief you know. When people steal your jokes it's OK, I can always write new ones. But when they start to steal your mannerisms, the things that make you who are, the thangs that make you who you are, your style, down to the very same way you execute your words then it's time to move on. I'm working on my own show idea that I have. It's still in the early stages."

He was about go on stage so I told him I wish him luck and we'll talk again later. That was some of the best life learning advice I've gotten...although it took six year for it sink in.

Bernie Mac went on doing movies and a hit TV show, he worked very hard, stayed humble and always remain being Bernie Mac.

Wil

Karrine & Random Ish.....

2008-08-15T00:22:00.006-05:00

Recently I revealed that I have a crush on Karrine Steffans =) Yea, she's something like a HOT TAMALE! LOL @ TJCFresh, luv ya =)

Baby girl made a new video last night (Thursday) after returning from ATL to LA and posted it up! She shouts out "CathrynMarie" - check it out... karrine.com.

I think I REALLY want to go to her party on Aug 23rd yo. Someone in ATL should buy me a plane ticket and offer their couch..LOL...So join us on Twitter.com - Twitter.com/CathrynMarie & twitter.com/KarrineSteffans

CaT & Sean John Model Miguel Perdomo
Anywayyyyyyyyyyy - I'm off to Cali tomorrow morning, well this morning! Flight leaves @ 7am and I arrive @ 10:30am. I am having my 10 year High School reunion - Berkeley High Bitchessssssslols! LOL. I can't wait to see some of my old pals and forgotten ones..LOL...Ones I fcked w/ since Junior High and all that! It's going to be a chill weekend! I even plan on making a stop at the Berkeley Flea Market! Catch me on Ashby Ave ppl, lol.

Shouts out to everyone who has showed me today that I have amazing friends in Houston! You guys REALLY freakin rock! I feel bad for thinking that since my sister left I only had my cousin here but man! *smiles* I really took for granted the people that I know out here, meaning the movers and shakers. I am put in the box with some of Houston's Top folks and I have great relationships with them.

I must say, I'm excited to see Mrs. Osteen found not guilty - don't get me wrong, I'm not into their Church or anything like that. I can't do the inspirational speaking routine. BUT, that lil nappy headed ho of a black lady made us look BAD! Heffa said she lost her belief in Christ behind this "incident" - ARE YOU SERIOUS? She blew it wayyyyy out of proportion Story here

Man, I told myself I was staying awake cause I leave early..FUCK THAT..LOL..Im outtie!

Trae The Truth called me eek

2008-08-13T23:09:00.006-05:00

Welllllllllllllll - I guess my blogs are read by more people than I thought, aye? I removed my previous blog on Trae out of respect and for it never being a blog to hurt or discredit him. My blog was written with my own personal emotions and thoughts about a variety of things SHARED with me by VARIOUS persons - not one thing I stated was just said by ONE person, it was repeated and spoken upon by different parties. With that being the case, I didn't see it as personal or confidential information because MANY people were speaking on it so I added my disappointment of the events.

If you read my blog, you will see I am not a gossip blogger or even one that shares personal information. I have ALWAYS been someone who is loyal and trusted w/ valuable information or a regular bases, including my work and doing work for Platinum selling artists that has required me to obtain personal emails, etc.

With all of that being said - I was contacted by Trae today and he expressed his own disappointment in me for posting my blog. I'd like to say that I don't think I was allowed to get my views across 100% because he already had it in his head that i disrespected him and I completely understand why he would think such. He wanted to share with me the events of the night of the Ozone Awards, actually the weekend and previous encounters with Mike. I heard him out but in the end, it didn't change too much. I mean, I got to express my feelings to him some but he felt that seeing as how he came to my store for PARTY 93.3 events and that we have most of the same close friends, I should have contacted him. But again, I didn't feel I was reporting anything that wasn't already out there and spoke on by many people; I'm not a reporter, I'm a basic blogger.

Of course the jokes came when I said I took my blog down - hell, when I called my homie and said "guess what happened?" he replied "Trae beat you up"; yeah, the jokes have started. He didn't ask me to take it down but I told him I would and that was me offering. Overall I felt that the information that is in the streets is something he isn't hearing about so it was like it was news to him because he said my blog was the first negative blog he had come across. I don't see how that is when 5 CLUB DJ's hit me today speaking on worst things I stated - but hey! I guess Ninja's gossip just as much as broads.

I was told by soooo many people that I should keep my blog up, "Houston needs some drama blog, it's dead" "You shouldn't take shit down, wtf he gon do? You ain't Mike Jones" "You scary cat" - yo, I'm not scared! LOL - scared of what? He didn't come at me sideways, he expressed his points just as I expressed mine within my blog. I'm told I should put everything he said in a blog - but what is that going to accomplish? "Some big time Magazine may see your writing and offer you a job" Offer me a job for gossiping and hurting people? - no thanx, I'll pass.

I don't think he'll be doing anything with my store again, which is fine. It's not like any of the Houston rappers have tried to do anything since the PARTY 93.3 contract ended anyway - lol. Ninjas only came by to get on radio - never to do anything of their own for the people.

LOL @ me almost hanging up on him when he called. I thought he was someone playing on my phone because I kept asking "Trae who" and he just kept asking to speak to Cathryn. Ya'll know I'm quick to hang up on someone when I feel they are playing and I don't know them. But its all love though, I'm not mad - I understand he is mad w/ me still but there isn't much I can do about it. I apologized and that's all I can do - I'm a stand up chick and as I ended my last blog, I still fucks w/ Trae! =)

Here is a comment that was posted on the blog:

H-Town's Realest has left a new comment on your post "Trae needs a hug....":

I can't believe I am going to comment on this but this HAS to STOP!!!!
First there are multiple statements that are simply false... I would recommend that before anyone gets hit with a liable slander case and attribute someone with actions you first get the proof and make sure you report it accurate. I would also think before you speak negatively about someone you DO NOT KNOW, maybe you should take the time to talk with them first before you use an avenue so widely influenced with misconceptions. Trae is my boy and he will always be my boy. Real recognizes real and Fake (which also includes boppers) fades away.

WOW @ I would also think before you speak negatively about someone you DO NOT KNOW. Maybe my name is Mike Jones :/

Best Damn Photographer PERIOD

2008-08-09T17:17:00.003-05:00

Renowned photographer Andrew Thomas Clifton (Evolutionvintage. com) has just come off the campaign road with Barack Obama, and will be shooting in Atlanta on various projects from August 10-20th. For booking information and rates and services email: booking@evolutionvintage.com . Mr. Clifton is only booking a small amount of shoots due to his availability in Atlanta so inquire now.

He will be shooting my Ninja RL of NEXT soon, to add to his wonderful collection of pics. I can't wait to see these pics - RL has been growing his hair and beard out, at the gym 2 times a day *whew*. I felt bad droolin over him the other day, lol. Naw, you look good Babe! =)

Drew, can't wait to get in front of your lens =)

"Invest in your career if you want to be the best" - Andrew Thomas Clifton

MARIO is Heaven Sent =)

2008-08-09T15:36:00.009-05:00

In a previous post I spoke on how MARIO was in town and the joy my heart felt spending time with him once again, lol. While at dinner he told me about him and Keyshia Cole (Oakland stand up) doing the remix to "Heaven Sent"; here it is!

I'd also like to go on the record and say that the tracks I previewed that night of his new up and coming tracks is KILLER! MARIO has grown and matured into such a fine young man since first meeting him Thanksgiving 2004; heck, each time I see him I am impressed with his level of intellect and conversation. The connection we share is amazing, lol..ok, the connection is something in my mind but hey it feels good dammit, LOL. So yea, check it out!

Heaven Sent Remix w/ Mario

Like For Real?

2008-08-09T00:17:00.004-05:00

This is so bad, it's not even a Ghetto Mess - its just ........

I can't find the freakin words..LOL She can't even move, like really. If she turns too fast her hair will come apart and ...... *sigh*

More info about the party and other pics can be found at necolebitchie.com